最初のデート

You know, my 最初のデート was ruined! All because the day is like....drizzling. Sigh... What the hell... Anyway, ASIMO IS HERE! Went to take a look at da lil robo yesterday and although the performance is like...only 1/2 an hour. I think it's worth it. It's cause well, so far, the chances of getting a glimpse of a real AI-ed robo is like miniscule and being an IT student, of course i must take a glimpse. I am very interested in AI and science actually. I do wanted to be a scientist when i was small and till now, it is still my first choice of line of work. But, one thing prevented me from choosing that line of work. MATHEMATHIC. I am very weak in Maths and i've got no idea why... That, is the reason i choosed my second line of work, computer and technology...

Anyway, there's a course called Computer Science right? I would've taken that if my Mathemathic is superb or good. Asimo can do lots of thing and wow...you know, i actually feel proud although it isnt my country nor it is me who created it. It's like...i actually feel like im so proud of the creation of Asimo where it nearly made me feel like crying. Seriously... Asimo actually danced Rasa Sayang and seeing the robo's movements like....so real, (relatively speaking). That's what makes me feel so proud i guess...

Generations of Asimo. From left, E0, E1, E2, E3, E4, E5, E6, P1, P2, P3, ASIMO!!!!

Cute lil Asimo... Sadly, he moves like a snail. Which is 5kmh if im not mistaken...

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As the day pasts, my MSN email is getting worse. Not really worse jz tht im exageratin XD But it's kinda bad... This is how bad my MSN is...maybe i really have to migrate to my only email and the most precious one to me.... my Gmail. Then again, i feel lazy to actually inform everyone that i've migrated (relatively speaking) my MSN from my Hotmail to Gmail account or something like that. What exactly happened till i say my MSN is getting worse? Here's a very very very urm...perhaps 'not nice' will be a less rude word...convo... Another unknown people added me and comes up with this hideous convo... I feel like deleting him off straight away but it's kinda rude to do so. Well, maybe i'll further assess the situation before i delete him off.

It seems there's some color error but i feel lazy wanna fix it. Added a color statement and well, that's it... I have a hunch and i was wondering, is it dad who's diturbing me after i told him about urm...those Seline stuff?

		From		To		Message
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		hi
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		do u hv cam?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		i love you, boyboy....		no....
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		i love you, boyboy....		why?
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		just want to see u
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		ooo....
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		y u no cam?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		coz i din buy?
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		y no buy leh?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		coz i dowan buy?
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		ok
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		buy la
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		=.="
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		r u gay?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		u are gay
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		you
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		no...
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		bi?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		nope
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		y?
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		nothing
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		i m gay
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		oic....
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		well, hello!!! :D
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		hi
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		u hv gf?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		nope...
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		bf?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		im not gay
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		ok
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		u hv sex experiance?
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		well, yes and no...
		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		???
		٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶СЯо№Ş.Я.Сε(●̮̮̃•̃)з - Must stop my formal speech....GET RID OF IT!!		kelvan1985@hotmail.com		not gonna elaborate on that statement

It's not really a good thing to reveal a private convo but it's just unresistable... It's like...nightmare...maybe if it's the old me, then perhaps i wouldnt mind. But the new me will surely mind... Things changes and i too do change. Maybe i finally figured it out that im mature enough not to fool around. Let bygones be bygones so, haha...i end up with a happier me i guess...



Anyway, i jz realize that the family tree at my paternal size is HUGE!!! Guess how many relatives i had in my paternal side??? 150 people!!! YES!!! That much... There was a very common legend/theory where most of the family members know. What is it? The legend/theory says/states that "If the whole family were to take a family photo, we will be so miniscule that it is very hard to identify one another."

Another thing is that, my sirname is kinda unique and usually, if we were to see someone with our own surname, 8/10 times it'll be our own relative. It's true i tell you... That is why, i've relatives all over the famous places in the world... But then, since im the third generation, i dont really know all of those 150 and maybe more of my relatives. Perhaps, i only know about 1/3 of them lol... Mother and father went to a wedding dinner of my urm....uncle. To be exact, my second grand-aunt's son's son or something like that. Anyway, mother told me that it's actually very fun to have such a big family. Well, since it's like...a family feast, so basically, everyone walk/ran around here and there and chit chat openly lol!!! A wedding dinner cum family reunion i think XD Everyone were present at the wedding dinner including those who actually flew back from various places just for the wedding...

Of course there are still a few of our relatives were not present but overall, it's very fun... Cat is getting married next year, December 12^th and im one of the wedding planner!!! Cool... In the same time, im also the technical part planner or something like that :D So, basically, the ladies are doing the invitation part while me guys are doing the hands-on stuff... :D I've set my clothing budget for Cat's wedding which is approximately RM1k. Well, it's really very much but then, im not gonna buy cheap stuff to attend my sis's wedding. That's one thing for sure...

Ban Yoga?

The following is from my friend's blog. Wow...i guess the government is so free that they actually find things that is not related to islam is a threat. Then i was wondering, since they're so called 'suci', then why does they even have sex? It's a kind of sport (said so by fellow health people/scientists) isnt it? This type of sport will threaten the 'holiness' of the religion isnt it? Well, if they said, 'sex is a must in order to have offspring'. Then what i would say is this, "it's 21^st century now, and there's a thing called 'In Vitro Fertilization'. Therefore, sex is not neccessary". The government really likes to do funny stuff eh...

There are english mistakes but who cares as long as it is understandable...then again, there are people who do care... :P

I realise that nowadays, our Malaysian's thinking getting narrower and become obselete? By practicing yoga will draw you away to your own religion? I do not think so!! It's ridiculous to ban this and that.

Practicing yoga is like you're doing other sports. It's undeniable that yoga does contain the element of worshiping, but then I does not mean that you're worshiping to other gods or it will draw the muslim away from Allah.

I, myself a Yoga practicioner does not have any feeling that I'm "be one with god" (hindu god) because I only treat it as a workout/exercise. If they would say that those asanas (yoga postures) can draw them away from their original religion, can they prove anything out of it??

According to theStar.com and said by Norhayati Kaprawi “I don’t think it has caused any Muslim to convert to Hinduism, neither has it weakened their faith. It’s just an exercise like qigong or taichi which has its roots in Buddhism.

I have a total agree on her statements!! I really had no idea why they would have the thought of saying Yoga is a threat for muslim. It's really out of their mind! The thing that they should concern about but they never pay any attention instead, they go care all the minor issues to make it big! This is very inefficient act of them to the country!! Now, Malaysia is feeling the recession and they should give more attention to bring US out from the recession!!!!! On top of that, I think they should concern on environmental issue more instead of this? I still can see many black and think smoke that came out from the busses; an unethical company still using that busses around Penang! Shouldn't they say something on it?? There are many people still open burning which causes all the global warming...why aren't they doing something on it?? By banning the muslims from Yoga could help anything to the country??? The answer is NO!!

I really dont know why they wanna BAN the muslim from yoga..... Cant they use a proper words such as " Muslim people are discourage from practicing yoga because....". I bet this looks better and more appropriate.

I really do not understand what's the threat, as I can see there are no threats to it. I was kind of disappointed to see this news. There are a lot of benefits for practicing yoga. Look at the yoga benefits here - Yoga Benefits.

If they would say that yoga asanas is a worshiping to hindu god, then there are a lot of things shouldn't be done by the muslims, right? (I'm not going into too details) So I would say that stopping the muslims from practicing yoga is a ridiculous and nonsensical stuff!!! Should give the muslims the freedom of doing what they like.

The wonderful asanas of Yoga:

Look at the marvelous postures...you can get all the benefist from all these postures, of cause there are many other postures that give you different type of benefits too. All of these postures help us in blood circulation and etc. I see no harm or threats for the muslims to practice Yoga for their health!!

p/s: For my own opinion, I guess someone's faithfulness/fear to god is depends on themselves!! There is no point for you to come out with many rules that people can take advantage on it; meaning people can break rules!

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Computer Languages

HTML, CSS, XHTML, Javascript, Java, mySQL, C#, C++ so on and so fourth.... Soooooooooooooo many different languages which i need to learn up. Basically, i dont really need to learn everything but to enhance my knowledge, it's best if i learn up all of those. I am sure i am not going to database type of industry to, mySQL arent really important. But then again, if i wanted to build a website or so on, then mySQL is one of the best choice. Of course we have Oracle for that but then, that will come much later...

That's why this semester is both fun and troublesome. Computer languages is just like any other languages around the world... Like Mandarin, Hockien, Japanese, English, Dutch, Greek and so fourth... It would take about a few months for one to learn the language and well, you judge the toughness by yourself. Not really tough but not easy either. Try to imagine that we the DITs are like...forcing ourselves to learn up all those languages. Fun yes, tiring, yes, but the result if we were to be able to master all those stuff really worths it! I do wanted to learn all those but two BIG obstacles prevents me from going at high speed.

Obstacle 1: Gaming
Obstacle 2: Laziness

Yes, i just can't get rid of those two... Gaming is in my soul and to seperate gaming is like seperate my life or split them into two. Laziness is just my nature and well, i've tried my best to get rid of it but it seems to me that my will to do something is not enough to defeat that feeling. blogger.com's new templates uses XML/XHTML too but well, it's not really confusing to be read but in the same time, i can't seem to understand everything... Give me a wish and i will wish that i do not have that laziness attitude in me.

Guess what picture is this? It's a Church. I've forgotten where it is though...

What the hell?

It's bad enough to have a guy pretending to be a girl or a girl pretending to be a guy adds us in MSN and freak us out with all those flirty stuff or disgusting stuff. But it's worse enough when there's a girl in your MSN who basically spread your email to her friends... What will the ending be??? Entertaining all those bunch of people of course....yeah it's sweet or so-called macho to have many girls in your MSN but the problem is, they're annoyin with those "Hello!" and ask all those nonsensical stuff...

Other than that, someone basically hacked into my laptop yesterday when i was in college... They actually hacked into my C: drive but luckily they didnt inject a virus or something similar. I asked the 3Ks, Keat Liang, Keat La and Keat Hua but none of them said is them... La and Hua are nicknames "christianed" to Dad a.k.a Keat La and Kok Hong a.k.a Keat Hua. The first person i suspected was the mischevious Keat La but it seems he didnt do it so i moved on to ask the Mr.Proffessor a.k.a Keat Liang and well, he didnt hacked into my laptop and Keat Hua basically noe nothing much. Well, fine, i dono who's da culprit so, i was planning to purposely scold and accuse dad for hacking into my laptop but the results were much worse than i had expected.

He dislike being blamed for things he didnt do but sweatz... We sort of had a big argument for that. I had expected him to get angry and all but i never expect that he'll be so fired up. So, of couse i ended up explainin and all and thank goodness i've already told Keat Hua that i'll be disturbin dad and well, pictures worth a thousand word, i SS-ed the evidence and i send to him and it sorts of settle everything...

The problem is....WHO THE HELL ARE THE CULPRITS WHO SPREAD MY MSN IN THE FIRST PLACE AND THE HACKER WHO HACKED INTO MY C: DRIVE?!?! I planned to find out who but the anonymity of the Internet makes everything hard so, sigh...now my MSN have bunch of people i don't know. I should have junk files from the result of hacking yesterday but i managed to delete them off. So, that saves me a few MBs for those rubbish files...

Lost?

To think that you're one with them but you're not.
To think that you're accepted but you're not.
To think to be like one of them but you can't.
To think to strive with them but you can't.

Well, guess that's life... Shattered of course but what can i do? It's a course of one's life and well, all i can do is face it... It is for me myself to understand and thats all... No explaination needed...

iGoogle

Well, i check my email everyday and gmail is one of them. Guess what? Today, google surprised me by having a new feature. What it is? EMAIL TEMPLATE!!! Well, there are many different types of templates but being a fan of Japanese culture, Ninja, Samurai and such are my top priority and of course i choose those related stuff as template... Presenting, NINJA TEMPLATE by Google!!!





Im sure that other email provider will have the urge to become 'copycat' in the near future like how Yahoo! and Hotmail copycat Google's ajax-style email. So, for now, i can show off to my family and friends who refuse or doesnt have gmail while i can.... MWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Who made it? Me??? NOT!!! Let's just say, someone dear to me made it :D
Love it!

Tagged myself

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.



Loves;-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.



1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I'll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister




2.Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes




3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kebab - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife




4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out




5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard souffle

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk




6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - Scarred

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

American Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed




7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyed - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks




8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - The cut toenails

Other - Your memories from the military service




9. The first letter of your first name?


A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college




10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked




11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics




12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Other - Greetings to your freaky family




13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?

Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig

Foosball - Silly duck

Shopping - French kisser

Dulging for food - Cranky banana

Movies - Smelly armpits

Snacks - Horny wolf

Snooker - Tiny nipples

Bowling - Sexy grandmother

Outdoor activities - Vain pot

Having a long talk - Nose plucker

Taking pictures - Dumb bitch

Other - Burn yourself

The result :



Dear whitesealz,


I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery.I think I realized it when That night In your apartment and I saw you Ignore My avocado plant. I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand How awful I've felt. I'm returning The couch cushions to you, but I'll keep David's tricot outfits as a memory. You should also know that I Told my psychiatrist about To hate the Boston Celtics Go burn.



Loves, Cronos

P/S: You are so lifeless, Vain pot, -Marcus-.

to hate the boston celtics go burn? what does that mean??? =.="

Entreez

You know, one of the worst kind of people i hate is backstabbers and i think i'd mentioned that for like...gazillion times... Guess what? I've a friend who's actually a backstabber! What the hell??? Well, i give that friend of mine a criticism or rather, a comment. A not really nice one and guess what??? That friend of mine actually spread the news to the whole wide world....or something similar. I was like...what the hell??? Anyway, usually, these kind of people will like... be out of my friend list the instant i know that they backstabs me but well, it's a she in this case so i decided to let it go... be a gentleman... *ahem*. So, fine, i actually talked to her and guess what??? COLD SHOULDER TREATMENT!!! WTH!!! Ask Edward, whenever we argued, it'll take quite some time before i talk to him again or likewise but for her case, it's like...just one or two days and i decided to let it go. But then, i got a cold shoulder treatment for that.

Usually, i do stuff driven by emotion and yeah....i cant really control my emotion. It's more of the opposite and what the hell! I got so fed up that i actually wrote a PM in my MSN which is like....pointed directly to her. Dad commented on my PM saying well, let it go but i decided not to....like usual, wait till my nerves had calm down, then i'll do some critical thinkin on whether izit gud to keep this up or delete the PM off. I've decided to delete the PM off... But i'll tell ya, i'll never ever be so close to that gal anymore.

Before that, i really liked her...she's very sporting and let's just say, fun to talk to... No, in case ur wondering, im not in luv wif her... Now, bah! Just casual conversation and nothing private... Three times the charm... It's the opposite of what it mean for me... If you ever did something bad to me for like 3 times or more, then bye bye to you... I wont treat you like the same ever again... So it like, the apology will be accepted for the maximum of 3 times and that's it. Well, i dont really make apology nor i do demand for one but at least i do make up for my mistakes like explaining stuff or try to make up to that person i offended. Not her i guess... Well, at least i still have my other friends and most important of all, my dad :D

Anyway, went to Saturday....to the Lost World of Tambun.... It's a waterpark and guess what, we're actually there for like... 6 hours! Not less but more!!! We arrived at Lost World about 1100 give or take a few minutes and we played till like... 1700 give or take a few minutes... Sweatz...of course the sunblock we put on us ran out and as a result, all of us had sunburn XD Who's on da trip??? Me of course, Sky n Raine, Dad n Vivian, Big Siang and Meow Meow... We had a lot of fun there but the disgusting thing is that the water is damn filthy... Like it's yellowish in color but what the heck? We payed for it and there's no way we're gonna waste our 25 bucks because of dirty water. Other than that, i had a very fun time of swimming and water is like my paradise so, of course i swam like hell and ended up with a severe muscle ache where i couldnt really stand up without support lolx!

Dad was like...jealous cause Vivian held my hands couple of times XD But well, thankfully im not stupid enough not to notice that Dad was jealous so, made some explaination and mwahahaha...EoS. Anyway, we were suppose to visit to all those Chinese Cave temple after Lost World but it's already 1700++ and lolx! We were lost in Ipoh. Thankfully i've rescue team to rescue us which is my uncle and aunt... Go their house, talked a while and they brought us to have the famous "Nga Choi Kai" where many HK and Taiwan artists had been there...

That's the only two places we went lolx!!! I do wanted to visit to Gua Tempurung after i heard what Mr. Lew said today but sadly, im 80% sure that mother will not allow me to go to all these kind of places. So, sigh...

Ouch...backstabbed...

Vacation... Again?

Nowadays, i feel like..im going outstation for like..2 weeks once. Before that i went Kedah, now im going Ipoh, Perak and 2 weeks later, i am going Genting or Cameron Highlands. Sweatz... Today im following a bunch of my frens to Ipoh. As usual, they've to make a bit of persuasion before i wanna go...it's coz well, i don really wanna go but ah! what the heck! Just join them 'lah'... I wonder why this always happen to me... altho most of the time, Edward invites me to somewhere and i usually decline, but when he's at the stage of persuading, i couldnt resist but to go... That's what my friends is doing and i wonder if i hv a soft heart or wud coz i keep fallin for those persuasion...

Well, perhaps that's me... :P

Something i learnt from one of my friend...and i dont know if im her real friend or not...

You're my friend but i also got my own friend and i prefer to ditch a whole bunch of current friends to join another bunch of friends. It's complicated, no? Haha...well, i guess only people who actually know what i am talking about will understand this :P


Sorry Edward, for declining ur Genting but i cant really make it and Genting is expensive... Im goin with family 2 weeks later, so, it's FoC for me :P

Parent

I really do not understand why there are people who would love to have children but takes no responsibility towards their birth... I mean like... well, you have sex, injected the sperm or recieve sperm...then 9 months later or in rare cases, after 9 months later, a baby is born. Then end of story... after the birth, the parents literally do not care about the existence of their child much... They go on with their life and the mere existence of their child is nothing of importance. I really hate this kind of parents or in this case, parent. Not DISLIKE but HATE... One of them is my uncle... I saw his attitude yesterday i wow, i really cannot take it. He takes no responsibility towards my baby, Darren Boy at all!

As usual, i gave him a bath and he actually slipped and lolx! His face kissed the floor, literally!...all because he was jumping and fooling around in the bathroom... Well, the 'meaty' part of his mouth, i think that's called gum right? Was bleeding... BADLY!!! Mother was like... "WA! GOOD AR!!! LET THE UGLY TEETH FALL!!!" We weren't worried even though he's crying and bleeding cause well, that always happen to him... YES! That's how mischevious he is...

Anyway, that night, i go find his parents and tell them what happened... His mom was like.... "OMG, is he ok???" and his dad was like... "Oh! He fell". What the hell!!!?? Then Darren's mom, my aunt, keep asking my uncle to fetch her see her son but his father was like... "Don't want la...". I've to exagerrate in order to get him here. I told him that his son's teeth was like...broken and he bleed badly. Even that takes some persuasion and TIME!!! What's more important than your child/children if they're hurt? Basically nothing! But to my uncle, his thing is more important than his son. He asked us to wait for him to finish his food which he just bought AND HAVENT EAT YET!!! Can't he just like...take those tapau stuff and go my house and eat? It's not like we don't have spoons, fork, chopsticks, plate and all that...

I go furious and i told him in front of my other relatives, "You dont really care bout ur son is it?" and that, gets his arse up and movin...

Tiring....

went to edward's yet another party...kinda reluctant to go at first coz nuthin much to do dere...but edward finally persuaded me.... ok so went dere at bout 7pm+....chat chat, chor dai dee till bout 2am++

Trying to get rid of Jason and we finally did!!! So, OFF to CC!!! Jason is actually an ok person but he keep stickin his finger up to everyone's nose and i got irritated...that's old story...

After da steamboat incident where he actually PUKE right in front of all of us, whoa...i stopped wanting him to everywhere i go... Another thing is that he likes to get on my nerve...i hate busybody people and he's one of the person... Whatever conversation i am havin with Edward, he'll stick into it no matter he know what we're talkin about o not. Ok thts enuf of him...

We actually played dota and sweatz...5 vs 4 AI... it's like me vs 4 AI which was feed terribly...ok nvm they're starters and i was like that last time... But wow...it's a uber difficult game and i/we eventually lost... Then i got fed up and use unbalance hero.... old rikimaru and yay! we won!! Then we play CS and it's something like....semi pro vs nubs...i am one of da nubs which keep shootin XD Went home at 6am++ and saw my neighbour's car got crashed terribly...

at da beginnin tot it's father's car...got panicked...called edward to check da num...glad it's not father's. Went home, questioned by Chris on where i went like interrogation etc etc...mother told that they're goin for breakfast...so wait wait wait....found out couz overnite at my hse... XD All wake up....talk talk talk... den go hv breakfast...

after wakin up for like...28 hrs, i slept....woke up by the sound of.... BABY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!! Shu Vern came!!! Play around with her till she go back....sooooooooo fun....she damn fat and im glad to hear that her babysitter is treatin her like gold... She finally knew how to walk and sweatz....keep running arnd here n dere...touch this n tht...

Confusion

Can I have this dance???

A song from High School Musical 3
A song that touches my heart...

It's been a long time since a song touches my heart...
It makes me wanna dance tango with somebody....
the melody is superb...

i had a big doubt...
wonder if should i go for it or just ignore it...
the doubt of fallin in luv again...
tried my best to get rid of the feeling...

but it seems that i failed... no idea what to do now...
if i really fall in luv, i'll be the third party n i don wan that...
my heart tells me to go on...
my conscience tells me otherwise...
my thought tells me to hold on...
me myself tells me to forget it...

things that happens around me makes me have doubts...
am i really ready for it???
i do not want to have a play-play attitude again...
maybe i am not in luv...
perhaps, just some weird feelin...

a blog that can never be made private....
i...guess...

Virus/ Mad Scientist

Wow....i so feel like killing Chris. In the 'olden' days before i bought myself a hard disk, she was whining coz she feels that it's a waste of money to buy a hard disk but i insist on buying one. So, i got one after some time.... Usually, i'm using it to make a backup on my things in case laptop/desktop is infected with virus and so on. So, after all this while, the hard disk is mine but then, she wanted to 'lend' a few GBs to backup her PSP games in case well, something goes wrong with the laptop. So, fine with me... Yesterday, Ah Ling came to our house and well, of course, game trading... illegal one :P Then for heaven sake, her PSP is INFECTED WITH VIRUS!!! I've told Chris again and again to "SCAN AND AND RESCAN" on those unknown external stuff and she didnt do so!

Was playin Orochi Warriors II and all of sudden, she came in and tell me that the laptop is infected with virus... check and check and guess what? It's a boot sector virus!!! Very troublesome... Then well, in the beginning i just take it off as nothing as we can just reformat the laptop. But then, WTF! SHE INSERTED MY HARD DISK KNOWING THAT THE LAPTOP IS INFECTED WITH VIRUS! My 100++ GB STUFF IS NOW INFECTED WITH VIRUS! Then what can i do? What's done is done....so, just grumble and grumble... I wanted to scold her badly but well, i know i'll end up losing cause she'll start digging all those money money stuff knowing that i'm not working so, no money to buy my own stuff. Im sure if i do argue, she'll say something like 'dont use my PS2 then'.... So, i just quiet and grumble... She do know it's her fault so, she didnt do the usual scolding if i were to grumble her.

I just hope that my hard disk can still be rescued...








NOT FOR WEAK HEART AND PEOPLE THAT FEEL DISGUSTED EASILY!


I would like to show one of the most horrible thing i've ever seen. A dog who's body was amputated and well, basically, he only has a head which is ALIVE!!!! It's made by a MAD scientist.

A pic of it...as you can see, it was attached to a machine...


The Story

The name of the doctor is Sergei Bruyukhonenko. He developed a crude machine called the autojektor (a heart and lung machine). By using this primitive machine, Bryukhonenko kept the heads of severed dogs alive. In 1928, he displayed one of the heads in front of an audience. To prove it was real, he banged a hammer on the table. The head flinched. When a light was shone in its eyes, the eyes blinked. And when it was fed a piece of cheese, the remnants promptly popped out of the esophageal tube, much to the displeasure of disgusted viewers.

This is a youtube video of it...




Mind you, my mind is not corrupted in any way. It's from a website i visit often, www.oddee.com. I can withstand seeing horrid accidents (in the sense of pictures) and even though this video doesnt contain any blood n stuff, it basically disgusts me... To amputate a dog and he's not really DEAD!!! WTH! There's more of those mad scientists but well, i think this dog thing is the 'horriblest' or, most horrible.