I won!!!

Well, yesterday, i sabotaged my own computer. I make my computer go haywire and im satisfied cause i can cure it whenever i want :p. First time ever i won my arguement with my stupid eldest sister, Chris. I use a .bat file to log my computer off whenever it logs on. My sis ask me to fix it but i refuses to do so. I asked her to give me 20 bucks as a repairing fee but she refuse and she kept calling David (our computer guy) and asking him this and that. GAGAGAGAGAGA!!!! David thought that our computer was infected with virus and she have to waste 1 hrs ++ and all for nothing hahaha...she deserve it...Wanna go sleep d. Later wake up, eat, watch tv. Then 2moro BIG schedule for myself :D

0700 wake up.
0800 tuition.
1000 come back.
1100 eat and whatsoever.
1200 go out with gor gor :D

Then dono until when d...

Back to my old self.

I just realize that after all, i never liked MJ or rather love. It's just my mind that's playing on me. I'm still onto Circe and well, i tends to look at others of course. But, my heart will always be with Circe for sure. No doubt. Yep no doubt.

Today, sigh...first i met a person who's much more annoying than Kheng Joo; Andrew Lee. Second, i made an amazing discovery about R n K company. Well, let me get on with Andrew first. Why he is much more annoying than Kheng Joo? Well, first, he talks a lot and act like some kinds of 1.5 like person. What is 1.5? Simple, normal human brain is seperated into 2 but people with 1.5 has only...well, yep 1 and a half brain. *sarcasm* Other than that, his words is full of vulgars. Since he deny that he doesnt use vulgars within 10 seconds gap and proved it, i can say that he uses vulgars every 100 words. Today, he annoyed me twice and well, of course i got fed up. Not only me but Victor and Daniel too :D they give me their support totally hehez...during Bio, we were doing our experiment and sigh...he cant stop talking and so, i just do my own work Poomani gave me. After experiment, here he comes. Uses lots and lots of vulgar. I can't stand him and well, give him a BIG!!! lecture. Bout 15 minutes with the supports from my friends too ^_^

He just kept quiet with what i said cause he doesnt have anything to defend himself since what i said is facts. Then during Chemistry. Another experiment and sigh...have to team up with that sticky annoying Andrew. Well, we were given burette and sigh...he uses it to show how he so called 'chot' or rather ejaculate. Again lectured by me.

Then bout R n K company. Very short yet interesting. Remember this motto. See, Touch, Up, Smile and Electric.

See> Look at each other.
Touch> Touch each other.
Up> Touching up towards certain part.
Smile> Satisfy and smile at each other.
Electric> Give each other sparks of electric in the eyes.

I know you're confuse but who cares...as long as i know what it means lol...

That's all for today :D going to sleep.

Oh...i was hugged :D *ehem* *cough* still *cough* loyal *cough*

Revolution.

It seems another revolution had started in my life. I'm thinking more about MJ rather than Circe. Until now, i still like Circe more than MJ. It's just that Circe never say a word about anything to me while MJ told me everything. I'm both happy and sad. I just hope that Circe would always be open to me. Im so lost right now. Here's a small story i want to write.

Location: Anywhere that has no one at all.

Me and MJ is walking. Speechless. Suddenly, i hug her from behind and she got terrified and stunned.

"I love you", i said and kissed her at the cheek.

She smiled to herself and more silence. I was thinking that she's unconvinced and then i said,

"Maybe everyone thinks you're ugly and do not know how to appreciate you but i do. I love you with my heart and to me, you're preety and i really love you".

She turned to me, gave me a hug and said, "I love you too".

-End-

I cant think of the ending so that's it. Anyway, here's a very lovely japanese song entitled Yume no Tsubasa which means Wings of Dream.



Lyric for it>>>

Sakura: Konna ni mou tooku e futari wa kiteshimatte
S&S: ano koro no
Shaoran: osanai kimi no hohoemi ni mou kaerenai ne
kimi ga warau sekai ga suki de…
Sakura: Soba ni itai sore dake
S&S: wasurekaketa itami wo mune ni…

Time goes by,
Toki no nagare wa futari o kaetteyuku keredo
Shaoran: Nakushita mono mo yume miru mono mo
Sakura : sono te o totte omoidasu yo
Shaoran: itsumo kimi no soba de~

Shaoran: Kanashii koto sae oboeteokitai kara
S&S: kimi no chizu ni
Sakura: Watashi o tame no peeji o nokoshiteoite ne
mirai kara fukitsukeru kaze o~
Shaoran: Kimi wa ano hi shinjita
S&S: ashita wa motto takaku maiagare

Time goes by...
toki ga sugitemo kitto kawareru mono ga aru no
Sakura: Todokanai kara mitsuketai kara
Shaoran: yume no tsubasa o sagashi ni yuku
Sakura: soba ni ite ne… Zutto~

Whisper: Time goes by...
Toki no nagare wa futari o kaetteyuku keredo
Nakushita mono mo yume miru mono mo
sono te o totte omoidasu yo

S&S: La ,la, la…~ ~ ~

soba ni iru yo...
zutto~

Confused.

It's so weird. I know i like both of them. One is so called/named Circe while another is just plain MJ. I fell in love on Circe for nearly a year now while im still confuse about my feeling towards MJ. They are more or less the same to me. To me both of them are cute and well many more but im lazy to type so much XD. Few days ago, i found out that my feelings towards Circe like become less or so. I dont really know if i still love/like Circe but i know for sure that I'm falling for MJ more and more. MJ told me everything and somehow confessed to me about all those kind of stuffs that you dont need to know. So...i am lost. When i saw Circe, i will like very shy and wont talk to him at all but it's a reverse situation when i saw MJ. Circe always quiet himself up so, it's hard to know what's in the mind. MJ is more different. We chat a lot and we are quite open to each other. So...im really lost.

Anyway, tomorrow is my birthday and there's some presents readied for me while i wishes something else.Here's a small list of things i will get and i want.

1. A big red packets from my grandmother.
2. 2 reload card from both of my godbros.
3. A present from Elvin. Wonder what it is.
4. 2 pairs of new spectacles from Lemon Eye, powered by V-Care. (promoting lolz)

Here's my wish list.
1. A kiss from Circe and/or MJ. (Lolz...i dont think this will come true)
2. A hug and some hours of companion from MJ.
3. Hope Marcus remember my birthday.
4. Nothing goes wrong tomorrow.
5. A big!!! greet from both my LS friends, GZN forum greeting
6. A present my GFX team :D

Why?

Well,it's been a very very long time since i last posted. Well, my post gonna be a short one. Im going to sleep already :p

Why? Why would i even fall in love with you? I've got better choices but i decided to fall in love with you. I was rejected by you twice but i still keep it up. Why? Why you sometimes secretly look at me and when i look back at you, you turned away? I dont know if im sceptical on this but, it's just as if you have feeling on me too. If so, why can't you just say yes to me? I dont know if this is cause you're afraid what might happen when we graduated or when can we meet? I dont know and i wanna stop guessing. Im not tired of it and i will keep it on. But, i just hope that one day, my dream about you will come true. That's all.

Watashi koigokoro temae eriku matsufubu kaperu itsumademo.