Circe / Jasmine/ Edward.

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Frankly speaking, i do not want to end up like the Namewee. That's why i do this.

Lots of things had happened since my exam is over but i do not have time to post anything due to my BIG exam this November. Wish me luck :p, if there's any lolz. Well, i will make this short. And the short i mean is what happened during the long period when i am not posting.(sorry, i know it's bad English). First of all, well, about my love life.

It's seems to me that i still can't forget anything about Circe although i've forced myself to do so. Trust me, i even forced myself to like someone else. Which turns out that we are just good friends which i'm so glad we are and appreciate it very much. At first, i thought that well, at least i am into someone else and not Circe but, soon enough, i realize that i dont have any feeling towards this person. Well, i do treat this person as a family member but that's it. That's what my love towards this person and nothing more. But sometimes, I/we go overboard and i do something normally people wont/doesnt do lolz.

Second of all, my family friend is leaving us.

We (my sisters and my family friend, Jasmine) have decided to spend our one last week with her in a memorable way. Penang is a small place but we managed to do quite a lot of things. First, we had a great weekend by staying up all night which in the same time, i broke my own record for the hours of waking up. Previous record was about 27 Hours but this time, 48 Hours. But the bad part was, i am so fatigued on the day i woke up. Back to Jasmine. Well, on Saturday, i didnt went to Gurney and Queensbay with them (Jas, sis and friends) cause i had an argument with my eldest sister. I had to take a ride on her car if i were to follow them but i've decided not to back down. So, i stayed at home. Me, some friends accompanied her till morning at my home playing card games and computer games.

Early in the morning we had breakfast and went back to again my house to play some more. At night, we had dinner on a restaurant-like shop eating 'Hu Tao Bee Hoon' or rather 'Fish Head Bee Hoon'. The name is like that but well, we didnt really eat those. Later on, we went to the beach behind Paradise Hotel and captured some great pictures there. Checkout my friendster profile to look at the pics. My com is going crazy so i cant upload any pics. Maybe next time, maybe not. Well, we had lots of fun and that's it. Sadly, she's going to Singapore to further her studies and probably won't come back here again. Her relatives stays there and she herself plans to get P.R. (permanent resident) and move her family there. Since her sister is also working there. But of course she will come back for holiday once in a while. And about dont know how many years later, my 2nd sis is going in followed by my eldest sis. Soon after, it's my turn to migrate there and most probably, me too will apply for P.R.

Frankly speaking, Malaysia sucks in the sense of government. I like my country but not the way they administer it. In moral, they teach us about the word 'ADIL' (justice/fair) but the government themselves are not fair. They always give priorities to the Malays and not us, the Chinese, Indians and other races. The only thing that worries us is our parents. We (sis and me) dont think our parents wanna move to S'pore with us.

Third of all,

Well, i just saw the comment Edward wrote to me.I dont really check my blogger things that often and i just found out other than his comment, there are others too and sweatz...it's like more than a year. Frankly speaking, I've totally forgotten about why i am angry of him until i read my previous post. But then again, actually i am only angry like for a few days. And after that, i am just playing with the angry thing. It seems that it lasted kinda long but i kinda like stuck to it. Well, since i dont think he's reading my post anymore, i dare to say this. After the incident, i dream about him quite a few days. I dreamed about him saying sorry to me and me saying sorry to him and all that kind of stuffs. Well, in his comment and the post in his blog he asked me to read. I'd like to say that i agree on certain ones and disagree on certain ones.

First of all, i do not defend my friend because i'm obligated to do so but it's because i wanna do so and seeing someone whom i consider like a best/good friend said is bad...reeeeeealy bad. Well, now i know that he's not the one who wrote 'M2K loves Daniel', it makes clear of everything. But one thing is that, i have doubt that he never said he despises me. But, what the heck. I am not really a person who keep all these kind of thing. Maybe the Malay proverb 'Masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri, tetapi ada yang sudah terpahat di hati' is correct but well, i tend to forget all the bad things easily. I am not that calculative, and sometimes, i do the 'Chin Luien Kam Feng' thing just like that. Translated in English it meant something like, 'Money throw here, throw there'. Sorry i hate translating cause i am really stupid in explaining stuff. I do miss him as a friend and i wonder if this is fate cause i just talk to him today out of desperation to call Matthew and here i am. Checking out my blog and found his comment.

Anyway, i do have to agree a small group of friends is better than a big group of friends. I too have seen many who were neglected by their big group of friends just like that. In a big group of friends, you dont or maybe wont really know what's inside them and as a result, a more unstable friend relationship occurs. Since i am in primary i have this habit of having small groups of friends. I started on standard 1 with Chu Han and Kuan as my best friends and later on developed into four by adding Matthew into the list. But on the last year of my primary, things changed. Conflicts occurs and i have a new group of friends with Razeen, Fikri, Satish and me myself. It's really a multiracial group with the Muslim Razeen, Malay, Indian and Chinese. I do miss the time with them and i do miss Fikri and Satish. I've lost contact with them except Razeen because he's in the same school as i am. Fikri went to boarding school while Satish's UPSR result wasnt good and were sent to SMK Georgetown.

Well, i do wanna make further elaboration but well, i guess time is the essence and i have to take my nap before i go for tuition. But i guess that's all. One thing is that i will not say sorry to Edward cause i dont think i am all wrong and sorry isnt the kind of word i usually use and furthermore, it's kinda hard to say sorry just like the song sang by Blue "Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word". I do not know if this will be my last post until SPM is over but i hope that i have some more time to spend on my blog. Tataz... Renzokuzen, out.

What do you think about this?

Basically, i know i am a guy or rather male myself. But I wanna ask something. Do you think that MOST/MANY GUYS ARE STUPID??? Stupid in a way that not literally stupid but 'actionly' stupid. Well i know it's kind of hard to understand what i mean cause i dont really understand what i am saying too right now :p. Anyway, i will give out a general example instead.

Girls: They think before they act and always have a backup plan before doing something.
Guys: They just do what they want without thinking the consequences or the side effect.

Do you support what i said? I will give you some examples i've come through.

Guys==>

1. Both of my friends are gossiping about someone. And they gossip it loudly. Sweatz... i've told them that the volume of their gossiping can be heard by me and they just 'sweep' me off by saying 'no we're not talking about him/her/whatever'. Fine i thought. Then, they are giving nicknames to people like calling my friends Britney, Madonna or whatever. (BTW, if you're reading this, then no offense cause i'm just giving example and i did not say who you are.) And lolz...i know who are they lol although every time they denied who the person is. I cant tell you how they say but then it's SUPER OBVIOUS.

2. Again my friend gossiped about me and i was treated like an outcast for a while. I do not know why in the first place but then lolz...again obvious actions shows why i was treated as an outcast. Urm...they somehow discriminate me over some stupid thing but at last it turns out to be bogus. Can't they like do thing more secretly???

3. One of my friends bought some porno and was caught by his mom. Where'd he kept it? Well stupid enough, in his drawer. Sweatz...his father own a big house or rather bungalow and he's stupid enough to keep in his drawer and the worst of all, how come he doesnt come up with a backup plan. Like, 'In case my parents or whosoever found my porn, i should do this and that'.

While for the girls ==>

1. One of my friends is a lesbian and she came from a very strict family. Well, we're like best friend so, we tell each other many or maybe everything lolz. So this is what happened. She's not allowed to have cellphone(s) but her urmz... 'boyfriend' bought her a cellphone. Once, her mom founds out that she has a cellphone and she asked whose cellphone is this and his dad immediately grab from her and check all the stuffs inside. Found some love messages and what's her excuse? Well, she tells her parents that sweatz...the cellphone is mine and i am her lover and we're breaking up. And for an extra, she says that she denied my love but I'm persistent and as a result, she didn't get scolded because it's so called 'my fault'. But i do not get scolded either lolz. Because i did some explanations too lolz...

2. This one is a bit funny but then it's true. She has a boyfriend and other than that she has many friends. But because she wants her status to be 'single and available', so she didn't tell anyone that she has a boyfriend. But she do tell me lolz...cause she's my god sister. Then how do they meet? Well, again i was used. Everyone or rather her friends know about our relationship. And so, i become the midman or whatever and lolz...follow them go dating lolz but then i am a 'lamppost' and must be one. And in case anyone asks who is he? Well, he's just my friend lolz...

I guess that's all i want to say. See, the girls have backup plans but do the guys have them? No...they dont and they act stupidly. I know not all of them are like so but then according to science. It's true. I read it from a book that guys act without thinking while girls does. Maybe you guys out there will deny about it but then, i wont say no. It's just my opinion or the way i think. That's all...

Who is Circe?

In Greek mythology, Circe or Kírkē (Greek Κίρκη, falcon), was a Queen goddess (or sometimes nymph or sorceress) living on the island of Aeaea.

Circe's father was Helios, the God of the Sun and the owner of the land where Odysseus' men ate cattle, and her mother was Perse, an Oceanid; she was sister of Aeetes, the king of Colchis and of Pasiphaë and Aga. Circe transformed her enemies, or those who offended her, into animals through the use of magical potions. She was renowned for her knowledge of drugs and herbs.

In Homer's Odyssey, her home Aeaea is described as a water mansion standing in the middle of a clearing in a dense wood. Around the house prowled lions and wolves, the drugged victims of her magic; they were not dangerous, and fawned on all newcomers. Circe worked at a huge loom. She invited Odysseus' crew to a feast, the food laced with one of her magical potions, and she turned them all into pigs with a wand after they gorged themselves on it. Only Eurylochus, suspecting treachery from the outset, escaped to warn Odysseus and the others who had stayed behind at the ships. Odysseus set out to rescue his men, but was intercepted by Hermes and told to procure some of the herb moly to protect him from the same fate. When her magic failed she was so astonished that he was unaffected that she fell in love with him and agreed to return his men to human form. For one year Odysseus and Circe were lovers. She later assisted him in his quest to reach his home.
Circe Offering the Cup to Odysseus, by John William Waterhouse.
Circe Offering the Cup to Odysseus, by John William Waterhouse.

According to Homer, she suggested to Odysseus two alternative routes to return to Ithaca: either toward the "Wandering Rocks" (possibly the pumiceous Lipari Islands; in the 13th-century Chinese travel notes of Chou Ju-kua they are called similarly), where King Aeolus reigned. Or, to pass between the dangerous Scylla and the whirlpool Charybdis, conventionally identified with the Strait of Messina.

Towards the end of Hesiod's Theogony (1011f) we find that Circe bore of Odysseus three sons: Agrius (otherwise unknown), Latinus, and Telegonus who ruled over the Tyrsenoi, that is the Etruscans.

Later poets generally only speak of Telegonus as Odysseus' son by Circe. When grown to manhood, later poets reported, she sent him to find Odysseus, who had long since returned to his home on Ithaca, but on arrival Telegonus accidentally killed his father. He brought the body back to Aeaea and took Odysseus' widow Penelope and son Telemachus with him. Circe made them immortal and married Telemachus, while Telegonus made Penelope his wife.

Dionysius of Halicarnassus (1.72.5) cites Xenagoras the historian as claiming that Odysseus and Circe had three sons: Romus, Anteias, and Ardeias who respectively founded three cities called by their names: Rome, Antium, and Ardea.

That Circe also purified the Argonauts for the death of Apsyrtus may be early tradition.

In later tales Circe turned Picus into a woodpecker for refusing her love, and Scylla into a monstrous creature with six dogs' heads when Glaucus (another object of Circe's affection) declared his undying love for her. She had one daughter: Aega.

In my case, Circe is someone else and not this Greek's Circe.

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circe

I've Got A New Baby!!!

Pictures of Shu Vern.

10 days before Merdeka is her birthday. My aunt just gave birth to my little cousin and is a SHE!!! I never have a baby SHE before in my entire life. Well, maybe i do but then i'm still immature/small and i do not know how to take care of them yet. But now, i get a chance to have my hands on the little cute angel... Furthermore, i like babies and just like Darren Boy, she's another one of my treasure. Not only for me but for my whole family. The last baby ever in my family was in year 1996 and after 11 years, here comes Shu Vern (pronounced as Shue Wern). Well nothing much to say really. But then, we've decided to take her pictures now and then just like what we did towards Darren Boy. Since small till now. From the cute little Darren Boy to the little mischievous Darren Boy. I wonder what will our little Shu Vern be...



Pictures Of Darren Boy

I've got a new keyboard :D

So, i guess that i will resume my blogging ASAP. But for now...sorry ler...too busy...

Agree or disagree?

The Mail I Recieved.

Hi All MBC Malaysia Born Chinese/ Malaysian (not from U*NO),

Sometimes i am quite fedup after c all this negetive news but its a real fact...

After 50 years, this situation not get better but even become worse. You can go and check 100 most richest man in Malaysia (but those more than 40 years old are not conuted) then you will understand what is our situation that we will be in 10 or 20 years time in future. Our ecomomy are control by those people (bu*i/ bum* plus UM*O member). (most important is they must have very close relationship with U*NO high management)

In order for you to have a better day in your future, you have 3 options:

1st. try and get the qualification to join UM*O or party that have very close relationship with U*NO (make sure you are top management).

2nd. try and change this situation since the election is coming soon.

3rd. ready and move out from this beautiful conutry

Happy 50 years independent day!!!

Facts from - Malaysia

Are all these facts true?

I know personally that Facts 8, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33 & 34 are TRUE!

So how can we celebrate Malaysiaku Gemilang (50 ^th Independence ) when the country we are suppose to defend and love treats non-Malays differently?

The list below covers a period of 49 years since Independence Day in Malaysia , since 1957.

1. Out of all the 5 major banks in Malaysia , only one bank is own by multi-racial, the rest are controlled by Malays.

2. 99%of Petronas (the only one petroleum company) directors are Malays.

3. 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese.

4. 99% of 2000Petronas gasoline stations are owned by Malays.

5. 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be "bumi's status" (Malay).

6. 0% of non-Malays staffs are legally required in Malay's companies. But there must be 30% Malays staffs in Chinese companies. And big companies in Malaysia require a 51% shareholder Malay hold as director status. Which this mean non-Malays own company needs to give their property to Malays. And non-Malays citizen can't really own their business.

7. 5% of all new intake for government police, nurses, army, are non-Malays.

8. 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960.

9. 2% is the percentage of non-Malays government servants in Putrajaya ( Malaysia main government office). Malays make up 98%.

10. 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960.

11. 95% of government contracts are given to Malays; even it is an open tender. Non-Malays contractors tender the lower price and use better materials can't get the contract that government given.

12. 100% all business licensees are controlled by Malay government e.g. Taxi permits, Approved permits, etc. and all the license are given to government officer families.

13. 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah (north of peninsular Malaysia ) had to be sold to Malay and controlled by Bernas (Government Org.) since 1980s.

14. 8000 billions Ringgit is the total amount the government channeled to Malays pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatization of government agencies like Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years periods.

15. 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 – 2000

16. 144 Indian primary schools closed down since 1968 – 2000

17. 2637 Malay primary schools built since 1968 – 2000

18. 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Indian schools got only 1%, Malay schools got 96.5%

19. Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text- book-loan, and a Malay parent with RM2000 salary is eligible.

20. 10 all public universities vice chancellors are Malays. And politics in universities are held by Malays. If non-Malays want to form a politics parties, there is no way to get approved.

21. 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under "Look East Policy".

22. 128 STPM (High Study / A Level) Chinese top students could not get into the course that they aspired i.e. Medicine and doctors (in 2004). Malays with not qualify result can get into the course.

23. 25% Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% since 1957 because no government support for non-Malays.

24. 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop from 12% since 1957.

25. 2 millions Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40 years ago due to unfair politics.

26. 0.5 million Indians Malaysians had emigrated to overseas.

27. More than 3 millions Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became Malaysian citizens with Bumi's status.

28. 600,000 Chinese and Indians with "red I/C" (a temporary identity card) were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenships compare with the Chinese and Indians.

29. 5% - 15% discount for a Malay to buy a house.

30. 0 temples/churches were built for housing estate. But every housing estate MUST have at least one mosque/surau.

31. 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout Malaysia since 1970 with full government support. No temples, no churches were built in housing estates that were supported by the government.

32. 1 Catholic Church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. But told by Malay authority that it must look like a factory and can't look like a church. Still not yet approved since 2004.

33. 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002).

34. 12% is what ASB/ASN got per annum while banks fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum.

Thank you,

From,
Malaysian Race Humanity 2006

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My reply,

Yes, i agree that most of the benefits in our country are being given out to the Malays but then try to think about it. We live in Malaysia and the word 'Malay' tells you everything. So of course priority will be given to the Malays followed by other races. YOU (the writer) kept mentioning mostly about Chinese again and again and where is the Indians and other races? This also shows that if you're a part of the government, YOU will do the same thing as what our government did, with priority given to the Chinese. So what the heck? If you dislike Malaysia, then get the hell out of here or just follow the footsteps of Wee Meng Chee (writer of Negarakuku) or whatever his name is. In case you are stupid enough, there is this thing called 'Rancangan Malaysia' and the motive of this RM is to 'repair' our country and unites the races. Maybe you should go buy a Form 5 Sejarah book and revise about it. Please, stop being so proud of the Chinese. We are not very different from the Malays. Try to go to crowded places and see what we Chinese does. I went to the Astro ATQ recently and what did i see?

1st, a father of 3 daughters kept shouting rude words toward the guard in charge to let us in. I know it's crowded but heck, he himself is the one who wants to go to the ATQ and now he is condemning the guard. Scolding him vulgars and please, you are a father of 3 daughters and a husband of someone. Can't you behave as a father and husband?

2nd, some Chinese broke the entrance to the hall/stadium/whatever just because they can't wait and wants to go in.


In other occasion, do you know what is the meaning of Kelengna (indians), Ang Moh Kau (eurasian) and Huan Na (Malay)?

Indians were called Kelengna because when they came here long time ago, their legs were chained with bells which make the sound 'keleng' 'keleng'. In modern days, when an Indian were called Kelengna, he who are actually criticizing them. Indicating that they are slave(s) long time ago.

Ang Moh Kau well, if you're know Hockien, they you know that it means, Red Hair Baboon/Monkey.

Huan Na, means stubborn people or so.

Why we doesn't name ourselves this kind of things instead, The'ng Nang? Well, i don't really know what that means but then, it doesn't sounds criticizing as the others are/were.

On the other hand, such a mail like yours may make us repeat the tragedy of 13 May if you do know about it.
The government are trying their best to unite the races and here you are flaming us about how bad Malaysia is etc etc. You're soooo impertinent. By the way, if you dare to say/write this out, why don't you dare to type the word UMNO, Bumiputera? Yes you might deny about it but since you're such a chicken, then don't flame the government. If you dislike Malaysia, then feel free to go other country and apply for citizenship. NO ONE(disclude friends and family) will stop such a stupid, useless, idiotic person like you from going to other country. I must praise Wee Meng Chee for daring to criticize Malaysia DIRECTLY and not INDIRECTLY like you. Though, for your information, your (the writer) identity will be tracked down by the governments if i were to send a copy of this to the them. Look yourself or in this case, your race before you criticize/condemn others.

Last of all, i may not know who you are but then i dare to say , TO THE HELL WITH YOU. Brainless freak.

by,
Cronos Renzokuzen Chaos.

By the way, for your information, i am a Chinese myself.

Cant post.

Well, although i know that there's barely anyone who reads my blog (both glad and sad), i would just like to make a short post. There's something crazy going with my stupid keyboard which prompt me to logs off every few buttons i press, therefore, i wont be posting anything until i get a new keyboard which is on the way...i think :p