Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Hitomebore.

A poem for my friend and her lover. Specially for both of you...


Ties

I always will be here,
Regardless summer or winter,
Together will we run,
From the Snow and the Sun.

To a place with tranquility,
Where we will stay in serinity,
Should we be here for eternity,
Together,
you and me.

Do not be beckoned by Greed,
For we have all we need,
Neither should we fear the Taunt,
Revolution will be gone.

Shallowly,
Engagingly,
An eternal rest will arise,
Nevertheless will we die.

And even so,
Neither of us will leave,
Dawning the dream we both held.

Ah, my Beloved!
Dream and hope is what we need,
Rendering the Hatred,
Nova, you will we heed.

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Offerings


Well, the weather is getting worse and worse. It really worries me. Not because the end of the world or whatsoever. It's because, the nature itself is decaying! It's sad to know the extinction of animals around the world. And it is definitely sad to see those lumberman or construction guys demolishing the beauty of nature. I was amazed when i went to Balik Pulau for the first time. I incline more towards environmentalist side and therefore, i was really glad that in the Island full of cars and pollution, there's actually a beautiful part of it. As they say, every bad stuff has a covered good part of it. Well, i dont really know how to put it in a nicer phrase therefore, this will do.

Whenever someone actually said, "WOW! HOT WEATHER!". I so wish to ask them, "Who made the weather hot and hotter?" And if they say us, human, then i wish to ask them, "Since you know, then, do you at least help or try to do something to prevent further damaging?"

Sigh...on the months of Taoist gods' birthday and stuff, there will be a lot of joss sticks, paper money etc being burnt. Well, i am just wondering, if by burning and offering those luxurious foods and burning tons of paper money, will the gods actually recieve it and even that, will the gods actually goes "Ah! You gave 5 billion worth of paper money this year while he gave me only 3 billion. So, will grant you better wealth, health, etc." Do they? I doubt so...If the gods were really to show 'favourism'. Then, all those wealthy people will be the ones who's gonna die at a very old age right?

This is one of the reason why i find offering those burnt stuff ridiculous. I joined Buddhist Society when i was in Secondary and what the preacher preached really made me realize those silly stuff they actually did. Other than that, if a real house were being burnt or something like that, then does that mean the owner of the house is offering the burnt house to the gods? Well, when you realize your house is going down caused by the fire, why not you seize the oppotunity and pray to the gods, "Oh gods, i offer my house to you...may you give me a newer home/ may you give me a lucky number so that the lottery strikes first tomorrow".

Last but not least, is the other realm under inflation or something? If not, why does those notes i saw actually has tons of zeros behind it? Like a paper = 5 billion or sometimes even more... And why only those printed ones can be considered as paper money? Why cant i just write 5 billion dollar worth of money and burn it? Does the printed ones being certified or something by like urm...a respective corporation or such? I dont think so.

As conclusion, in my opinion, they're just wasting money like those drug addicters and smokers who burn their money. Well, i know one word, FAITH, which actually made these kind of things happen. But then, did any of them actually try to track down who said burning papers and offering joss sticks is a must or rather, is good for those deceased or the gods? This is similar to the Mayan where they used to offer sacrifices of live humans to their gods. Why is there no more live sacrifices anymore? Is it cause the respective society or whatever stuff ban it? And if they do ban the rule and you're a worshipper, wont you protest like crazy and keep the tradition going on? Since it's a must right?

Well, people from the past came to realization that those live sacrificing are useless or rather, gruesome, therefore, those sacrificing stuff are obsolete. Yes, there still are worshippers who really do that secretly but what will we said about them? Crazy, right? One of the literature story in form 4, "The Rain God". What is the true moral of story in the end? Sacrifice live humans in order to cease the anger of the Rain God? No, right? After the two daughters who were being made as offering to the gods died, is there any rain? Or is it still drought? Ah people, please...stop polluting the Earth.

This conclude my piece of my mind towards those offerings. I believe in chants and mantras but not those offering stuff. Well, i do realise that if were to post this on any of those Taoist religion related websites, i will be flamed like hell. And if i were to tell this to my family, i will be scolded and slapped like hell. That's one thing im sure of.

Monday, August 04, 2008

Kepong Bridge is Falling Down.



In years to come, our children may be singing this nursery rhyme in the kindergarten...

Kepong Bridge is falling down,
Falling down, falling down.
Kepong Bridge is falling down,
My fair Samy.

Take a gag and shut us up,
Shut us up, shut us up.
Take a gag and shut us up,
My fair Samy.

How will we build it up,
Build it up, build it up?
How will we build it up again,
My fair Samy?

Build it up with tax and toll,
Tax and toll, tax and toll.
Build it up with tax and toll,
My fair Samy.

Roads and bridges bend and break,
Bend and break, bend and break.
Roads and bridges bend and break,
My fair Samy.

Blame it on an Act of God,
Act of God, Act of God.
Blame it on an Act of God,
My fair Samy.

Rocks and blames will wash away,
Wash away, wash away.
Rocks and blames will wash away,
My fair Samy.

YAWN!

Why every single Monday is the sleepiest day of all? Well, i still cant get rid of my nightcrawler habit. Urm...i do get rid of it...but not all. Instead of staying up whole night, i sleep around 0300++ on weekends. Therefore, Monday is the sleepiest day of all. Exam tomorrow, and instead of revising the respective subjects. I am revising Intro to Programming lol...guess what? I used 2 hours to make a single program which, it SUCKS! And what is the error??? Just a stupid semicolon! I remodify the codes again and again and in the end, it comes down to one single semicolon. What can i do? That's the law of programming lol! That's why Mr.Kevin say one single mistake will render your program useless.

I actually went to find Mr.Kevin for the solution but it turns out, i got the concept correct. It's just that i made errors. First of all, there shouldn't be commas during the declaration on the statement of 'if'. Second of all, it's the silly semicolon mistake i made.

On the other hand, Prisoner of Love by Hikki-chan a.k.a Utada Hikaru is a MUST listen song for those Japan song crazed fans example, ME! lol...


Ah...so sleepy...no mood wanna revise..ugh...

Saturday, August 02, 2008

EXAM!

Hmmm...mid examination is coming up soon... Which is next week, from Tuesday till Thursday. I am not reallt confident in all those exam but then, it seems to me that nothing much that i can read from the notes. My memorizing sucks but then, what to do, it's a must. I like programming very much and that is why, if i get bad result for my Intro to Programming, i'll be sad...lol...but i doubt anyone care...

See...even a kid knows how to protest exam, nevertheless us...

Went to Gurney today instead of revising. Was suppose to buy a file to keep all my notes and stuff since the new bag is kinda small... But then, was too tired due to strolling all around Gurney where i followed my sis to shop for her office wear. Planned to buy something for Prom Night but then, sigh...i hate formal attires and that means, collar shirts = a no no for me...But what to do, well, i browsed through the shops and all. Being kinda fussy cause well, all formal attires look kinda alike. Well, all of sudden, i get a nice idea...Why not let's go to SUB? And indeed, THE ATTIRES THERE SUITS ME!!! Despite being formal, they're sooooo cool! I like those stuff veeeeery much. Sadly, the minimum price for a shirt is RM100. Well, i think it's an okay price but then, the one i chose worth rm149. It's a simple shirt with some kind of hip-hop-liked style on the back. I find it cool and all and so, i decided to buy it.

"Chotto!"

Sis stopped me...she say it looks kinda sucky...so, i go aw....etc etc. Then my BIL recommends me another jacket-liked attire to me...well, i too find this cool but i was kinda reluctant cause i know that the jacket's price gonna soar veeeery high. To tell the truth, i like it very much. So, i check it out and indeed, the price is rm209 if i am not mistaken. I shake it off about the jacket but my BIL sees through me and he insist that i buy it. Well, after discount, the price is still rm160 if im not mistaken and sigh...so, i think why not...but then, i thought about my mom. I know that my mom's gonna kill me if i'd bought it. So, i shake it off again. BIL keep insisting about it but i managed to walk away. I feel kinda sad cause unable to buy it actually. I like stuff from SUBS actually....especially SUBZERO where it is meant for youths. Sigh, so, i end up with nothing...

Next destination, food! Went Kim Gary and guess what, CHEESE!!!!!!!! We (my sis and me) loves cheese, and so, we consider Kim Gary as one of our paradise. We're like mice, where cheese is our priority, in the term of food lol! Well, my sis ordered cheese seafood complete with prawn and salmon with a side dish of mushroom cheese. For me, i ordered fries and cheese seafood with prawn. Well, we called Mei Yin to join us and guess what, my elder sis who's sick actually came along. She've wanted to dine in Kim Gary quite long ago but then, it's always packed and she hate to wait, like me. So, well, cheese again...she ordered the one like mine. Foods' here!!! I mixed in those fries with my main course and whoa! It taste soooooooo nice! We concluded that this place is much nicer than Myzi Bistro or however you guys spell the word Myzi. Well, in Myzi, we're only full and that's it. But over here, it's totally different. I am a big eater and guess what, i cant finish the main course lol! My BIL who usually eats 3 dishes of stuff as his lunch or dinner actually call it quits despite he only ate one dish. For me, i forced myself to finish it up...cause well, it's a waste to not finish it.

Okay, after that, went Popular...was checking out whether Artemis Fowl : Time Paradox is here yet or not. Went to "Teen Fiction' shelve and eh...cant find...So i thought it's in mid of August. Ok walk walk walk around, help sis find her Anthony Horowitz's Alex Rider. OK found it, walk around again and suddenly, i have the idea to check out the "New" shelve books. Went there and ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! TIME PARADOX!!! ALAS! IT'S HERE! Checked the price, dissapointed... T_T It costs rm70 if im not mistaken...sob...guess i'll just have to buy in a later time. Since book prices drops too. Well, my last resort is to ask Eric whether had be bought Time Paradox. I hope he does...



Sunday, July 27, 2008

Personalities


Three of us were born in January :D
JANUARY=SHYNESS

Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in
the next 12 days

Darren Boy is in Feb.
FEBRUARY=SMARTS

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS

Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate & Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot!
Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in
the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others.
Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*.
Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as
much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!!
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

She's so killing me if she'd ever know i posted this on my blog. Anyway, meet my mom.
APRIL=THUG

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

MAY=SEXY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JUNE=Metal Head

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Not easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JULY=ATTITUDE

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every
thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'.
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming'
or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.
Yay! 1 year old soon...Meet my baby girl.
AUGUST=FLIRT

You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have a very attractive
partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with an
August brithday. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. When it
comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
will meet someone that may possibly become
one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5
minutes.

SEPTEMBER=LOVER

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand.
if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins. someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.


OCTOBER=HOTTIE

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost
in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming
up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner
and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. A meaningful love life partner.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends.
It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill.
Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.
Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.



I was wondering, is it true that people are classified into 12 kinds or so? Cause i've seen so many kind of stuffs like these....mostly they're classified into 12 kinds such as month or by horoscope...hm...i wonder...

Anyway, please just ignore those stupid-chain-letter-repost-stuff...

Monday, July 21, 2008

Sigh...

Wow...today is kinda fun...a new lecturer, Mr.Lim, took place of Mr.Lew in Introduction to Database. Actually i feel kinda sad...cause despite the fact that Mr.Lew is kinda harsh sometimes (as in education part and not attitude), i still like him...he's got the style that i like...cause he expect us to know the basics instead of teaching us from the scratch. I like these kind of teachers...like the teachers in my secondary school. I miss many of them... Why? Because they won't ask silly questions like "Do you know what 'appropriate' means?" or "What do you get by mixing an alkali with an acid solution of the same concentration?"and it goes on and on...

Of course not all my teachers in sec. are like that...But overall, it's fine and fun...but this Mr.Lim =.=" Ugh...he's good but he teach toooooooooooooo much...well, teach too much is good isnt it? But what i mean in the term that he teach tooooo much is that he explain everything in very detail and he expect us to be like kindergarten who doesnt know anything and everything. Hey dude, Mr.Lew taught us the basic lol...of course you dont have to repeat what he teach right? I told him that Mr.Lew taught us until chapter 5 etc etc...and swtz...he still start from the scratch. Throughout the two hours in his class, HE DIDNT EVEN TEACH ANYHING FROM THE NOTES IN CHAPTER 6!! I've gone thru the notes at least a bit and sigh...nothing he taught is from the notes...

Other than that, fyi, there's only 2 students in the class/ for that subject. (Yes it's sad isnt it? But it's the fact) Me and a guy named, Raziman. Yes, he's a Malay...to be more precise, an educated Malay. Well, not to say that we Chinese are any better but then, hmm...how do i put it that way...ah...nevermind...back to what i was gonna say. Well, Mr.Lim then give us a small exercise or such...to write down what(as in content) are supposed to be in Student Information and Module Information. FYI, those modules are actually tables that needed to be constructed using Microsoft Access...ok...here's what i wrote...

________________________________________________________________
Student Information

- Name
- Gender
- Date of Birth
- Course
- Intake
- Student ID
- Student's previous result (SPM/ STPM/ Cert./ Diploma etc.)


Module Information

- Course
- Lecturers
- Subjects
- Subject codes
- Subject duration
- Course duration
- Cost per subject
- Credits per subject

__________________________________________________________________

Okay...roughly that's what i wrote on the board...YES! He told both of us to write the exact same things (not all same lol) on the board! Okay...fine...i thought...

After both of us gone back to our places, he started to explain and give comments on what i wrote...ok bla bla bla...then it's Raziman's turn....OMFG! HE EXPLAIN THE SAME OLD STUFF AGAIN!!! Swtz...we have to go thru the same stuff TWICE!!!



Roughly, that's the end of it. Time is running out... i need be in my cousin's house...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

College Life

WO!!! Long time didn't blog here...hehe...my secondary school's life is over. Now I've moved to a college...more stuff coming soon ^^ Hopefully... Met quite a number of good friends here...very helpful and supportive...