A Big Sigh

Even though i am complete or rather, i think i am complete but something doesnt feel right. I am missing a piece of puzzle...an important piece but an unobtainable piece. It's lost somewhere which can never be found again or so i think... I always sighed whenever i think about it and currently, it's like....im living somewhere between the earth and hell...sigh... it's so torturing... I just couldnt get my mind off that thing...what thing is that? Well, there's no point talking about it...so, i'll just leave it be...sooo disappointed 2day..