Sorrow, Depressed, Jealous.

Met you yesterday as i see you smile,
Feeling hard as i can't see you,
Just know you from yesterday,
And i know i will always gay.

Your smile makes me melt,
As the love for you i felt,
Your shyness makes me guilt,
Cause the love i know will be gone.

But as i don't know; what will your answer be,
As i see you only once i see,
I hope my feeling will you accept,
As i know you may not accept.

I hope i can appeal my feeling to you someday,
I hope you will accept my love,
But,
What will you say to me?

Copyright. Cronos Renzokuzen Chaos original copy.

I was just hit by a BIG boulder of STONE when i saw a picture of my crush/love with someone else. It's kind of a normal picture and probably they're not in a relationship. That's what i hope of course. I really don't know what to do and what i can do. The news hit me and crushed me straight onto the ground, flattened. I never posted any poems of mine to everyone to read but it's really something that hit and breaks my heart so hard that i can even 'feel' it shattered. That's why i used this poem to release my tension. Poems had been my friend since the olden days and i used to write a lot of poem. I even made a very nice poem for her but then...i lost it. Using her name, i created a so called PERFECT poem by me. Anyway, i checked the person who took the pic with her and it came out that maybe nothing was wrong. I dont know if she loves me or not but i really wanna express my feeling to her and for once i will tell to all of you that i flirt a lot but my heart is still with her. She know that i love her but then, sigh...i got no comment anymore.

I LOVE YOU, Circe I REALLY DO...