Terrible Neighbour

I had known that my neighbour is harbouring those little spirits in their house for years. I would not mind nor would I care if only my neighbour know how to keep them under control instead of letting them wander all over the places and disturb others. These things had ventured into our place for quite a few times already and every single time, chaos happened.

I do dare to say that I am patient enough to let them do what they want and again and again, just shoo-ed them off instead of taking actions. But this time, it is just too much! They started to make some physical actions on us or rather, on my grandfather. Once, an invisible force had tried to carry him and throw him down from the aisle of my house and when it failed, it pushed my grandfather to another side of the wall and he banged his head on the wall with a loud thump. Thankfully, my grandfather had a strong will and know what is going on and hang on to the handle on the aisle with all his strength or else, it would have been a murder/homicide/suicide depending on what the police would have came up the assessment with.

I heard the thump actually but I do not know what happened until my grandfather walked into our house and I saw that his legs were stained with the wall's excess paint powder thing. I take that as a sign of struggle as there is no way the stain would be all over both of his legs if he just fell (the floor is made from cement with no white paint). Furthermore, the injury on his head was directly on the middle of his head and heck, how could you fall and knock yourself head on? If you do fall, I think the back of your head would have gotten injured instead, right? That was a few months ago.

Then now, those things are back and I had been seeing them for a few times now. The funny thing is, I do not feel scared when I saw them but instead, it's anger and frustration. Maybe it is because they are too much and I guess enough is enough.

Yesterday, grandpa was admitted into hospital because he somehow fainted in the market that he goes every morning. Thankfully everyone there know who he is and so, they manage to contact Mother after they had sent grandpa to hospital by ambulance. Of course I went into the worry-die-me mode I heard about the news and wanted to go to hospital so badly. Sadly, I am stuck in the office, working.

Some of you would think, "What does your grandfather's accident have got to do with your neighbour?" or in what sense could I blame that this is the doing of those entities?

Well, I had seen them too much and more or less, I can sense what they are thinking. That is all that I could describe. It was just a suspicion that it is the doings of the entities at the beginning but it was confirmed when I went back home to take a shower and saw one of them outside peeking at our house with a sinister smile. I must say, my coward failed me (yes, coward, because I am not scared at that moment) and I yelled and threatened that if they do come and disturb us again, I will seal them off from reincarnation and they shall stay in the same place forever.

Somehow, I just know I have the ability to do that. After I came back much later from visiting my grandpa, I had decided to seal them off in that house of my neighbour's. Don't ask me how as I would not like to describe it. Hopefully, my anger is strong enough to keep them in place.

Life has been a routine.

Yes, lately it had been a routine. Nothing fun nor out of extraordinary. Job in B.Braun is nice and the people here are much more fun compared to my time in HSBC. It was a helluva boring desk job over there! No internet, no one to have fun or chat like crazy with since my age gap with theirs is like...10++ years old MINIMUM. So, somehow, we just don't sync hahaha. Worse of all, even though my job title is "Temporary Clerk" but I dont feel like one. I'd say I could rename it as "Temporary Clerk-Secretary-Office Boy cum General Worker". Like seriously, I pick up phone calls for my superior, help my manager and my direct boss to carry documents or boxes or whatever that they asks me to.

Other than that, the manager herself performs favoritism which I seriously loathe. Everyone knows it because it's super obvious!

Okay, enough about my previous job haha. Anyway, yeah, life has been a routine. Wake up, go work, come back, play wow or rest a while, sleep and it repeats. Ooohh....and i tell ya..so damn bored right now. That's why im re-blogging hahaha! The work here is not as much compared to the work in the bank but when there are work, it is much more stressful compared to two or three days worth of work in bank. The work in HSBC is tedious and so, you don't really need to think much while over here, you have to use your brain and squeeeze the brain juice out.

Okay, crapping here. Dont know what else to write. Very blank now. Gonna take half day off~

Working Life

Now that I am not home and thus, no more 24-7 World of Warcraft time, might as well use my free time in office for blogging hahaha... Second week here and wow man...I learned a lot compared to my 3 months temporary job in HSBC as a clerk. In HSBC, all I do is sit down from 9 to 6 on the desk, check all those nonsense papers and worse of all, NO FREAKING DAMN INTERNET! I loathed the place since the first day I started there and I told myself "Ooohh boy, it's gonna be a damn damn long 3 months".

Over here, it's much more relaxing in terms of environment and the working life. Nobody cares much about what you're doing as long as you completes your job. Furthermore, most of the people here are nice including most of my colleagues. Friendly and helpful since the first day of my work. My boss, Teresa is awesome! She is so friendly and she have some very good advice. She's in her late 40s or so but she doesn't look like one. It's very relaxing to be around her...smiling all the time and soothing voice and you know...everything nice a mother could be.

Then there's my senior/work-buddy who assists me and guide me in everything. Well, I've to take over his tasks soon so I guess it's the right choice for him to teach me hahahha. Even so, he taught me like he mean it instead of you know...urm....how could I say...lazy kind of way?

Anyway, there had been some kind of bad things going on around here but overall, everyone here is great! Second week only and I've already felt like home. The best of all, the MNC Im working in is HUGE!!! It took me about 6 hours to walk around all the plants and even so, I have only completed 90% of the tour. Ahhh... I love my job...for now.

An old beginning, a new end...

I know, I know, the title doesnt makes sense but then again, most of the things i wrote doesn't makes sense, if you read it plainly of course :P

Anyway, sigh...I can't believe this person actually manage to makes me write a post for him after abandoning my blog for such a looooong time. He is non other than my official godbro, Albin. Well, he is leaving me us back to his kampung to tanam jagung for good. But knowing him, i'd wager that he already have plan(s) for his future (as usual) just that he refuses to tell me. I see no point in pestering him for his plan(s) though. So basically, this post is all about him.

Some intro about him is that he is 5 years older than me (I think) and he's much much much much much much much much MOOOREE smarter, experienced and intelligent than me. That's one of most important things why I respect him so much. Secondly, he's very very humble even though he's young but poor and...I really like it despite the fact that it gets annoying sometimes with the mysteries going on around him. Oh what the heck, if he wanna tell then i'll be ready to listen or else, he can keep it to himself (even though curiousity kills the cat and i cant help but pester him sometimes).

A funny fact when I met him is that, i actually dislikes him due to certain circumstances at that time and his facebook profile picture just makes him urm...."hate-able" unlikable (thankfully that profile pic is gone!). As time passes by, we get to know each other more and more and I found that we've quite some common interests and tada! relationship grows. *BROMANCE*


Knowing that he's leaving really impacts me because well, i finally found someone whom im able to open up and talk to but in the end, he've gotta leave :( Some of you might say "You still got other friends of yours" or "You've got your other half" or "Hey, i'm here, you can talk to me too" but you must know, IT'S JUST DIFFERENT! It's just like how you can talk alot to your mom but not your dad! (Well, at least that's the case for me) Okay, got tired of this useless explanation...moving on~~ Let's just say that we have the same channel/frequency (or at least that's my part).

Not to say that i have psychic power or what but well, he can read my body language as well as i can read his. I know what he wants and he just know what i wanted even though mostly I pretend not to know since sometimes, it's better to pretend not to know than to know *hmm tongue twister?* that does not happen all the time. At the end of the days between me and him (this sentence sounds so wrong), we talked about my urm..problem in McD *winks* and i really appreciate that talk.

He opens up to me so much that night (i mean midnight) just like how much i had opened up to him. So thankful for that talk cause i just like people telling me stuff, it makes me comfortable just like how my another good bro, Shawnie Prawnie tells me about his stuff before. Call me busybody or whatever, I dont care. Furthermore, he reminds me of a feeling I have not feel for a very very looong time since H.K. (I dont know what this feeling is called) where we talk about anything and everything.

Sigh...im just very very sad that he's leaving and my fun talkative time is no longer available. Just to clear the air, the reason I like to talk to him is because whatever i talked to him, he'll respond to me in a very fun way rather than repetitive responses like "Oh! Is it?", "Haha...", "Like that hor.." etc. So, in a way, our conversation is never dull or boring (to me). *NOTE: i know this sentence's grammar is wrong*

So, to sum things up, what did he taught me?

1. To change my atitude from I-AM-WHO-I-AM-AND-I-WONT-CHANGE into I-AM-WHO-I-AM-BUT-I-WILL-FIX-MY-SOME-OF-MY-WORST-ATITUDES kind of person. Okay it's confusing...basically, he (and SOMEONE else) advised me that i should accept criticisms and changes for the better in certain things instead of sticking to my old self but in the same time, to maintain my old self. Okay..it's still confusing but ahhh... heck cares...nobody reads my blog. An extra note is that, I can listen to him better cause the method of approach he used to tell me stuff is more friendly and loving...aww...you'll be a very good father in the future Gor.

2. Politics are the most important thing in working life. Even though i'd already know this fact, but still, he relates his experiences to me. In a way, I learns to agree to disagree (SOMEONE else taught me this too but well, it's another case :P) **Pls dont get jealous if you reads this**

3. Some fun facts like what's goin on around the world, who's the real richest guy in SOME place, what branded stuff not worth buying, cars, people and so on. I looove general knowledge (even though it might not be useful but at least, it's good to know).

4. That not all poor people are selfish or useless. I have this thought cause suffice to say that certain poor parties made me think so hence i just stereotyped them.

5. That it's really really important to appreciate people around you all the time before they're gone. Actually, he just proves that what im doing all these while is correct and worth it. I appreciates everyone and everything around me or at least i do my best to.

6. That it is still really painful to know someone you deared so much to leave you but you must learn grow up and learn to leave things behind.

Experience 1 - I cried until i puke when my grandma passed away when i was 11 y.o.

Experience 2 - I cried nonstop and keep holding my grandpa's hand when he died and refused to stand up from kneeling down on the day his body was pushed into the fire to be turned into ashes.

This is the third (my favourite number) SEPERATION (i repeat, it's SEPERATION so don't think i mixed you up with dead people. I never think of my gramps as dead anyway, i always thought of it as a temporal seperation in human life) i ever had with someone whom i really really loves and the first time ever i manage to hold back my tears so well. Of course the moment he told me that he's leaving, my shoulder slumped and there was a lump in my throat but since it's public place, i have no choice but to swallow it back and let it out when im home XD


Okay, i think i should stop here already since this post is so length-y already. Last but not least, Ah Gor, stay healthy, stay funny and stay wickedy okay :) I don't know why i said this but, be true to yourself okay? Figure out what my last sentence meant by yourself and... I LOVE YOU bro.

Albin

What comes must always go,

That's how the story roll,

Even though it had taken such a toll,

I have no choice but to let it flow.

Memories will be my keepsake,

At least i know it is not fake,

Remember shall I on what was said,

Same goes to the things that we made.

Gor Gor Willie calls,

Some heavy rain is dropping as autumn falls,

Sometimes, i wished myself was a doll,

Free from emotions and thoughts like an empty hall.

Life of a person is full of curve,

Writing this poem is getting on my nerve,

Cause it's so hard to find a sentence which matches with loves,   

And lastly,

Gor, i will always remember you with full of loves.
(This last stanza sucks btw)

P/S: One thing i dont like about you is that you're evil. Threatening me on every single thing that i refused to tell you or do. even though i like it *masochist*

PP/S: I would like to see you cry in front of me so that i can cry with you for one last time. I love seeing people cry so that i can be the man to comfort the other. (Yes i am weird)

Prophecy

I've had trouble handling my gift...or rather, i do not know how to control my gift. As far as i can remember, it had all started at the age of 8 with me catching a glimpse of the afterlife of my cousin's uncle. Like people and everything around us, my gift develops. From being able to see the afterlife-s to feeling what they're feeling to mental communication and deja vu at a very high rate of occurrence. Then, seeing solid forms of them instead of spiritual form and then as i grow, i discovered more of my abilities. I thought that it would stop at the I-can-see-ghost point but no.

Now, from deja vu to premonitions. I know that i will be in a bad accident in the future but when will be a very good question. Where? Right at the junction of Union High School. Ever watched Final Destination? The movie starts with one of the actor getting a premonition and stuff like that right? Well, i get that too and the worse of all, i feel the fear and the pain and i just woke up. Like how it happened to the actor, the scene goes on for like, 5 minutes or so but in reality, it only happened in a split second or a few. Yes, some of you might think that "Oh! You just watch too much movie" but sadly, no. Producers and most of the time, people who performs art in any form, musicians, novelist, artists and whatever else you can think of, has a special ability which they do not know of themselves. They get ideas from the beings on top (no, im not talking about gods) and i will not explain what those beings are.

And then, from premonitions to now, prophecies. What i prophesied is very simple and very frustrating.

Premonitions, Chris, Volcano, Earthquake, Universe

What are these? Do not ask me cause i dont know myself. I've gone through the first phase; Premonitions. I 'dreamed' about the future or rather my consciousness floats somewhere between the Earth realm and the realm beyond. I received messages from the beings above. What are those? Weird stuff i might say. First thing I saw was an arrow of sort. It's hard to be described and basically, it's not a normal arrow. Secondly, i saw a vial. Ever played starcraft? One of the stages of Protoss's. You need to rescue one of your ally from a vial thingie...I saw something like that. I too saw a spaceship of some sort. Not the normal UFO kind of thing but more or less, it is so.

Back then, the nights before i received these, i was unable to sleep well. No matter what time i slept, i will wake up at 4AM SHARP. I tried sleeping at 2AM even and still, i woke up at 4AM SHARP! I feel totally refreshed and not tired for the whole day. I got really frustrated cause i know this is not normal. You might argue that it's my biological clock is doing the trick and stuff but hell no i tell you. Believe or not, it's up to you.

Okay, enough about premonitions. Now, i am currently ongoing phase two; Chris. What's with Chris? I have no idea but i do now. I do not know why does premonitions links to Chris till now but at least i know what is going to happen. More or less. She is not herself and will not be for a period of time. Lately, my worst fear was confirmed. Thankfully, to confirm my truth, i'd told mother everything before it happened. Now even if nobody in the world believes me, mother WILL believe. Today, there had been an argument about her with the whole family. It had gone for days now and my family too feels that there's something wrong with her. Oh damn! What are all these riddles about? What crap am i writing!?

Whatever it is, since this is my blog, i will write whatever i knows about. That's all i can say. I had been furious with her a couple of times and thankfully, i was reminded that this is all according to the prophecy. What i do know is that IF, mother and father pushes her and argues with her, she will somehow leave. Leave the house? Leave for the afterlife? I do not know! I advised mother not to scold or yell at her and just let her be for the moment. Thankfully, mother heed my advice. I had given her the task to explain it to father and i hope that he believes in what was said.

Depression is going into me again just like what had happened when the first phase started. No matter what happens, will try my best to persevere! I do not believe in destiny but i believe that i had such abilities for a reason. I never wanted to get rid of my abilities but from time to time, i will hate or dislike them. If my duty is to observe and record, then so be it!

I just hope that i can do something about it...sighh...

FUCK!

DAMN! I seriously want to get out of my house right this instant! What the hell is wrong with everybody? Why do they want to intrude my privacy? I came to facebook for fun and do my own thing and live my own life but now...they're treating as if facebook is a place where they can poke into everybody's business! WHAT THE HELL!!!??? In real life, there's this thing called privacy line! IT TOO EXISTS ON VIRTUAL WORLD!!! HEEYYY!!! AMATEURS!!! PLEASE DO KNOW THAT PRIVACY LINE TOO EXISTS ON FACEBOOK AND ALL THE VIRTUAL WORLD!!!

Urge

All of sudden, I've the feel to blog...but don't know what should i blog about haha!!! So many things i can talk about actually but dont really feel like it haha!! Exam's on monday and tonight, im gonna prepare my own notes after doing downstairs for postponed pot luck gathering with neighbors. Then, one round of dota and HELLO BORING see asshole CSO.

Bored

Im class right now...kinda tired and all. Long time no blog kekeke... many things happened of course but lazy wanna post anything. Kinda worried bout my final year project. Seeing Liang n Hoong going crazy, i also feel like going crazy. It's kinda weird. I am taking Basic Discrete Maths and Computer System Organization of Mr.Kevin's. The weird thing is that i can do well in BDM but not CSO. CSO is kinda theory base and lol...i kinda sucks in theory...which is weird...

I can do questions in BDM easily although they're maths...weird huh...never ever happen before. Binaries in CSO is making me crazy though...

I like this pic of myself :P Syok sendiri MWAHAHAHA!!!

Optical Illusions

I got all of these from Yahoo! Love all these so much!!!

Wormhole

The black and white circular lines make this illusion seem as if there are various depths in the image, creating different entryways and tunnels

Waves

The blue almond-shaped objects look as if they’re all passing over three separate columns.

Starbursts

These bright purple and green star-like shapes appear to be moving, which can be a little nauseating if you stare at it for too long.

Pulsing Vortex

If you stare at this one long enough you’ll notice a fast and pulsing multicolored vortex.

Kaleidescope

A collection of black, blue, green and white shapes appears to be five different kaleidoscope-type figures—each swirling toward their centers.

Hypnosis

Although this image is comprised of simple purple and green squares outlined in black, it looks like it is bulging out in the center.

Flowing Leaves

The brown leaf shapes against a green background make this look as if the entire group is flowing—making waves if you focus on the picture as a whole.

Bull's Eye

If you stare at the center of the image, it looks as if the outer rings are rotating in alternating directions—an effect meant to mesmerize the viewer.

Selfish

Is this really what i should start learning? One by one, people around me showed their selfishness. One by one, made me sad. One by one, made me feel like wanna die. One by one, just turns my world becomes gray. When will this end? I feel like crying...I know my heart is crying but there doesnt seem to be any tears dripping down my eyes. What is wrong? Every single time i think that there're others who're in the worse situation than i am, i brightened myself. How long can i keep lying to myself that i should stop helping others so that i do not end up hurting myself? How many times before i could learn that people are selfish? How many times should i cover myself from the fact that people leave after they obtained what they want from you?

HOW MANY TIMES MUST I GO THROUGH THIS BEFORE I LEARN MY LESSON???

JUST HOW MANY!???

Is it really a human's nature to get what they want and leave? How much pain do I have to suffer? I am gifted with the ability to know what I shouldnt know and to everyone, it is cool...to YOU it is cool but to me, it isn't! I'll bringing problems to myself. How much longer until I can control and ignore those things which I know unconciously? How much longer should I suffer before it drives me crazy? I'm just...speechless...you dissapoints me...mysteries bring fourth upon me...

The Power of Music

Well, recently i was introduced to instrumental music specifically, piano by my friend. Amazingly, the music produced by Ryuichi Sakamoto isnt as hideous as what i always heard, in terms of piano. The hideous i mean isnt ugly, disgusting or anything near. It's just that those piano musics didnt reach my heard or mind. I didnt feel any peace or 'niceness' about the composed piece. It's very different in the case of Sakamoto's. It touched me and it's just very calm and peaceful listening to it. Im sure those of you who obsessively listens to music had this condition before whereby you thought you love a song but when you listen more of it, you feel bored and so on. That's because that song just didnt reach your heart.

Rain

Great artistes really do have weird behaviors and he for one is one of them. There's a conductor cum musician from Japan has the same style too. They're like really into the thing and just perform according to the flow of the music. Do they really have higher frequency like what Vinfred said? Whatever it is, they do produces great musics so i couldnt care less. Great painters, artiste and such really do have weird behaviors if you'd noticed. That's because they're not on the same level as a normal human. Their receptive powers are higher or greater than ours which, makes them special i guess.


Merry Christmas Mr.Lawrence

Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief Premiers!!!

Oh darn! Rick Riordan just sent a message/comment through friendster and OMFG!!! The Lightning Thief premiers on 12^th of February 2010! Damn! I cant wait for that day to arrive! Sadly, I dont think Logan Lerman should be Percy Jackson because during TLT (The Lightning Thief), Percy Jackson is only 12 and Logan Lerman doesnt look 12 and wikipedia tells me he is 17!!! WTH! They should find people like that Harry Potter guy(i forgot his name) who acts equally young as the story said. Oh! I was so dissapointed in this though. Why Logan Lerman??? There's nobody who's younger? If it's because he has ocean blue eyes which is like what Percy Jackson's eyes color should be, contact lenses can fix the factor, no?

Oh WTH!!! On the other hand, they made the Olympus looks so scary with all those unnecessary lightnings and stuff. Sigh...on the other hand, the actors are all out of age, well maybe except for Pierce Brosnan who's gonna take up the role as Chiron and i hope he really acts like a good teacher (Chiron's role = teacher). Jake Abel a.k.a Luke Castellan(well, his sirname shouldn't be revealed yet XD) is quite okay i guess since in the story, Luke is 17 or so. Worse of all, argh! Grover Underwood acted by a 25 year old guy!?!?!? Brandon T.Jackson is gonna take up that role and WHAT THE HELL!? Well, i hope this Grover is not much higher than Percy is as later in the story, Percy will "overgrow" Grover. Annabeth Chase, by Alexandra Daddario, is definitely the wrong age but acceptable because well, it's female and that's the time for their puberty, no? Well, Alexandra do have grey eyes though :D

All and all, i hope the movie doesnt sucks and out of the storyline written in the novel. Harry Potter sucks and the movie is like... so different! Well, not much differences to me cause i was never a fan of Harry Potter. BOO HOO!!! Like I'd care haha!

Here's the trailer with that Logan Lerman in it. I hope he's good in acting as Percy Jackson. I CANT WAIT FOR THE PREMIER IN PENANG! I am soooooooooo gonna watch with Cat...

My Worst Nightmare

This was my English homework given by my low standard lecturer. Not in the mood to talk about him but it's just that, his English is so terrible yet he acted like he's very clever. Speechless and he's a true locally produced lecturer. Very very very, local minded. Never plan to write that long but well, i just had fun writing about it but the ending sucks cause i realized that a 200 words essay became a 10x more words than the originally planned essay so i rushed to end it. Got the idea from Percy Jackson :D I realized there's still some grammatical error n stuff like that but lol lazy wanna go through it again.

My Worst Nightmare

I woke up with a startle. There were screams around me and the air was coated with the smell of burnt woods. As I regained my senses, I realized that I am not in my room. I am in a cavern-liked room and was sleeping on a hard unforgiving bed which was crafted from a slab of stone. I climbed down from the bed and tried to shake off the backache I had. I spared myself a few moments to absorb the fact that I am not in my bedroom but instead, I am lost somewhere which is unlikely anywhere nearby my place. The best assumption I can come up with is that I am kidnapped by someone while I am fast asleep and I am under their captivity in a cave. On the other hand, what was it with that eerie screams echoing from the outside of my room? Not to mention, the smell of burnt woods.
I do not know whether it is a wise choice for me to open the wooden door which has a very weird carving of an upside down cross but then again, there is no point for me to wait in the room with lots of unanswered questions. As I approach the door, I feel an intense heat around me which was literally “hot like hell” and even the doorknob is hot even though it is made from wood. Fear rushed through me as I open the door for what I saw was horrifying. I realized that I am indeed inside a cave but, the only difference is that three feet from me is a big chasm with fire in the other end of the chasm. I looked up and down and noticed that this cave is as high and huge as a building with 20 floors or so from the top to bottom. The floor above me shone with a bright golden glow and higher than that is an open ceiling where I am able to look at the sky. It was nighttime. I am on the floor which looks very humane enough compared to the ones below me.
I saw men and women were being pushed down into the chasm by Minotaurs. Minotaurs? Am I seeing things? I pulled back into my room and tried to digest what I saw with my eyes. Fear crawls around me and I was going into the state of shock.
“I cannot be afraid. I must go on with what I saw. Nobody is going to rescue me but myself. I should find out what is going on around me”. That’s what I said to myself.
I closed my eyes and recalled what I’ve just seen. One thing for sure is that I am still alive because I can feel my heartbeat within me and I’ve just catch a glimpse of the sky so, I am not in hell. I opened the door again and this time, there was a five feet tall lady in front of me. I reasoned that she is in her early 30’s and she wore a white flowing robe. She has the face of a mother and her expression was nonetheless like a worried mother. Her hair is the most attractive feature that I can made of which grows shoulder length and it’s golden-silk in color.
“I am Persephone, Queen of the Underworld. You must escape, child, from being imprisoned and executed by my husband”, she said.
Queen Persephone? Underworld? Isn’t that Greek mythology? Her husband? Why am I being imprisoned and soon-to-be executed by her husband?
“Aree…arr…are you really Queen Persephone from the Greek mythology? Am I dead?” I asked as polite as possible fearing to offend the lady who just claimed to be Queen of the Underworld.
“You are still a mortal, your time has yet to come and I am not a myth. You must hurry, child. You are in mortal danger and cannot be seen by the guards” replied Persephone as she grabbed my hand.
I shook off her grasp and said “Wait, this isn’t real. I must be dreaming. Why am I in danger? You are not Persephone as you claimed and this place doesn’t exist. I am simply hallucinating. What is this place? I saw people were being pushed into that fire pit and there are screams all around me. Is this some kind of torture chamber? Are you guys inhumane?”
“I am Queen of the Underworld and they deserve what they did. They simply received the punishment for their bad doings during their roam as mortal.”
“Prove to me that you are who you claim you are.”
“I will show you who I am and you must escape from this place as soon as I show you who I am.”
“Deal.”
With a click of her hand, flowers and grasses grows in the room I’m in. Flower sprouts and the fragrant emanated from the plants confirmed the truth. I was astound yet shocked that gods and goddesses really do exist.
“You..yooo…yooouu arree Persephone! But, why are you that young?”, I said with shocked.
“Immortals do not age and this is the human form I preferred. I will more explain as we move”, replied Queen Persephone.
I ran along with her through the narrow corridor where one wrong step might mean the end of your life tumbling down into the big chasm not to mention soon-to-be human barbeque. It seems that I am the one doing the running as from what I saw, she was simply walking but she walks extremely fast!
“We’re in the entrance of Tartarus and you were…transported here by the Furies under the order from my husband.”
“Why am I being imprisoned? I did nothing wrong and you said that I am not dead. Which mean I wasn’t supposed to be here.”
“Yes, but my husband did not see to that. As far as he’s concerned, you are the son of Pandora.”
“Pandora? The one who opened a jar which gives emotions to us, the human? How could I be her son? I have a mother and her name is Mystelyne Chap.”
“Yes but…oh no…”
We were turning around the corner to the stair to the upper floor where we were blocked by a three headed dog the size of a monster truck.
“Cerberus… Why are you here?” asked Persephone in a shock.
“PERSEPHONE!!! How dare you try to take this prisoner FROM ME!” shouted a man from nowhere with a voice equivalent to the lightning strikes.
“That is my husband. It’s best you do not meet him. Take this, and when you’re in trouble, give it back to the earth. I will distract Cerberus and you make a run for it.” said Persephone in a distressed voice as she passed me what looked like seeds.
She waved her hand and vines grew out of nowhere leading to the stairs and she continued “Follow the path I have created and do not fear my child. You will be safe, you have my blessings. Now go…”
“What about you? Hades seems to be very angry and how are you going to distract Cerberus?” I asked with worries and fear.
“He will not be angry for long. I’ve been by his side for centuries and I know my husband’s temper. Worry not, child. You must leave.” said Persephone with a warmth smile that I know I will never forget.
“Thank you Lady Persephone” and I ran for the stairs.
The sight of Cerberus is really distracting and I wished to say that I ran towards him without fear and scolded the dog but in reality, I was repeating “Please don’t bite me, please don’t bite me” until I passed the Cerberus. Persephone managed to hold the dogs down by her commands. She was after all, the dog’s master. He whimpered at the sound of Persephone’s lecture but the left head of his which was nearest to me looked at me and growled. I can see that some of his (or her?) teeth were covered with bloods but I’ve decided to move on without inspecting what is inside the mouth any further.
I was glad I was not being pursued and immediately I regretted for having that thought. Blocking my path on the front was what looked like skeleton soldiers who carried swords and guns from all centuries. I tried to find for a place to hide and I was glad that not far on my right was a place which looks like heaven and I immediately recognized the place as fields of Elysium. This is the only place where it is like a paradise for the dead. Only those who are virtuous or heroic during their time as mortal are able to reside here. I snuck into Elysium and found it peaceful and isolated from the outside world. I’ve decided that when I die, this is the place I wanted to be in. I waited for the skeleton guards to pass and continued my escape from the Underworld.
Finally, I saw the end of the vine which ended with a blossom of roses the height of a car. On the back of the rose was what looked like a vortex and my instinct tells me that that will bring me home. I ran as fast as I could with the thought that this nightmare is over soon and again, how wrong was I to think of that. I feel that I am being jinxed for having such thoughts. In front of me was a man carrying a boatman’s pole and from what I recalled in Greek Mythology, this man is Charon, the man who carries the dead across River Styx. It seems to me that he was dispatched by Hades off from his normal duty to stop me from escaping the Underworld.
“Hahahaha…tryin’ to run ‘way aren’t ‘cha kid”, laughed Charon in the most evil way you can imagine. “Sadly, this is where you stop HAHAHAHA!!!”
“Please, Charon. Let me pass. I need to go home. I am not dead yet” I begged.
“Lord Hades had purposely dispatched me from my normal duty to stop you. You must be something eh…hahaha! Now, die and you’ll have no excuse for escaping hahaha!”
Apprently, the pole of his wasn’t as fragile as it looked. He missed me as I sidestepped but on my left, I can see that he made a big pothole with his pole. Without a moment of hesitation, I bend my knees and rammed him with my shoulder. He fell with an ‘oof’ and so do I on top of him. Man, this guy needs a bath! His stink was worse than a skunk’s! I gathered myself up and ran towards the portal. He was behind me now and I was fifty feet away from the portal when all hell breaks lose. Literally! A big hole opened before me and hellhounds climbed out from the hole. I heard the sound of wings flapping from my back and as a confirmation of my worst fear, Furies was flying and coming from the back. They are one of the worst Underworld monsters and I knew an end has come for me. I am cornered and nowhere to run. Furies screeched while hellhounds growled. There were around 20 of those hellhounds.
Charon got back up with an unpleasant look on his face.
“You are finding trouble aren’t ‘cha? Do know that when you die, I will not ferry you across River Styx till I feel like it and I won’t feel like it at all HAHAHAHA”, said Charon.
I was too speechless to do anything and soon I found myself in a desperate corner and the end of me was sooner I realized. Wait! This it isn’t the end. I was still holding the gift from Queen Persephone and she told me to give the seeds back to the earth when I am in danger. I give myself two seconds to confirm whether this is considered as a danger.
“Yes, of course I am in danger! How dumb I am”, concluded myself and dropped the seeds.
I waited for what seems like eternity which in fact are not more than one minute but nothing came. It doesn’t work and I am dead soon!
“GET HIM!” barked Charon.
The hellhounds rushed forward to get a taste on my flesh while the Furies dropped down and whipped me with their whips. I shouted and trashed. The feeling that my flesh was being torn by a pack of hellhound makes me shiver. It was the end of me and I am dead with the pain I could no longer bear. I have decided to give up and closed my eyes.
The sound my polyphonic cell phone’s alarm woke me up. Immediately, I opened my eyes and was delighted to find that this was all just a dream. I am just having a worst nightmare in my life. I was sweating even though my room was air-conditioned. I switched off my cell phone’s alarm and I realized that there was something I was holding on my right hand. I took a look at it and it was a leaf engraved with some words. It was written “I’m glad you made it child” and fear rushes through me. Is that my nightmare or is it real?

Toxic Personalities

Wow...so long didnt make an entry already. Anyway, as usual, i read Yahoo stuff and saw this...

8 Toxic Personalities

1. Manipulative Mary: These individuals are experts at manipulation tactics. Is a matter of fact, you may not even realize you have been manipulated until it is too late. These individuals figure out what your 'buttons' are, and push them to get what they want.
Why they are toxic: These people have a way of eating away at your belief system and self-esteem. They find ways to make you do things that you don't necessarily want to do and before you know it, you lose your sense of identity, your personal priorities and your ability to see the reality of the situation. The world all of a sudden becomes centered around their needs and their priorities.

2. Narcissistic Nancy: These people have an extreme sense of self-importance and believe that the world revolves around them. They are often not as sly as the Manipulative Marys of the world, but instead, tend to be a bit overt about getting their needs met. You often want to say to them "It isn't always about you."
Why they are toxic: They are solely focused on their needs, leaving your needs in the dust. You are left disappointed and unfulfilled. Further, they zap your energy by getting you to focus so much on them, that you have nothing left for yourself.

3. Debbie Downers: These people can't appreciate the positive in life. If you tell them that it is a beautiful day, they will tell you about the impending dreary forecast. If you tell them you aced a mid-term, they'll tell you about how difficult the final is going to be.
Why they are toxic: They take the joy out of everything. Your rosy outlook on life continues to get squashed with negativity. Before you know it, their negativity consumes you and you start looking at things with gray colored glasses yourself.

4. Judgmental Jims: When you see things as cute and quirky, they see things as strange and unattractive. If you find people's unique perspectives refreshing, they find them 'wrong'. If you like someone's eclectic taste, they find it 'disturbing' or 'bad'.
Why they are toxic: Judgmental people are much like Debbie Downers. In a world where freedom rings, judgment is sooo over. If the world was a homogeneous place, life would be pretty boring. Spending a lot of time with these types can inadvertently convert you into a judgmental person as well.

5. Dream Killing Keiths: Every time you have an idea, these people tell you why you can't do it. As you achieve, they try to pull you down. As you dream, they are the first to tell you it is impossible.
Why they are toxic: These people are stuck in what is instead of what could be. Further, these individuals eat away at your self-esteem and your belief in yourself. Progress and change can only occur from doing new things and innovating, dreaming the impossible and reaching for the stars.

6. Insincere Illissas: You never quite feel that these people are being sincere. You tell a funny story, they give you a polite laugh. You feel depressed and sad and they give you a 'there, there' type response. You tell them you are excited about something and you get a very ho-hum response.
Why they are toxic: People who aren't sincere or genuine build relationships on superficial criteria. This breeds shallow, meaningless relationships. When you are really in need of a friend, they won't be there. When you really need constructive criticism, they would rather tell you that you are great the way you are. When you need support, they would rather see you fail or make a fool of yourself.

7. Disrespectful Dannys: These people will say or do things at the most inappropriate times and in the most inappropriate ways. In essence, they are more subtle, grown up bullies. Maybe this person is a friend who you confided in and uses your secret against you. Maybe it is a family member who puts their busy-body nose into your affairs when it is none of their business. Or maybe, it is a colleague who says demeaning things to you.
Why they are toxic: These people have no sense of boundaries and don't respect your feelings or, for that matter, your privacy. These people will cause you to feel frustrated and disrespected.

8. Never Enough Nellies: You can never give enough to these people to make them happy. They take you for granted and have unrealistic expectations of you. They find ways to continually fault you and never take responsibility for anything themselves.
Why they are toxic: You will spend so much time trying to please them, that you will end up losing yourself in the process. They will require all of your time and energy, leaving you worn out and your own needs sacrificed.

All of these personalities have several things in common. 1) the more these people get away with their behavior, the more they will continue. 2) Unfortunately, most of these people don't see that what they do is wrong and as a result, talking to them about it will fall on deaf ears, leaving you wondering if you are the crazy one. 3) Most of these people get worse with age, making their impact on you stronger with time.

First of all, this sooooooooooooo true about many people that i know around me...for example, number Disrespectful Dannys = father while basically, i can say Narcissistic Nancy = Narcissistic Beng.

Father always intrudes my privacy as if there is no boundary between the father-son relationship and sometimes, he's a bit narcissistic too. He's very rude to me and when he need a favor done, all he does is "Eh...do this for me". I am not your slave FYI...true i am your son but i am not those obedient sons who will "Yes, Father" all the time...

The 3 description about those common similarities they possess is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn true.




Source: http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/life/8-toxic-personalities-to-avoid-461078/

A Big Sigh

Even though i am complete or rather, i think i am complete but something doesnt feel right. I am missing a piece of puzzle...an important piece but an unobtainable piece. It's lost somewhere which can never be found again or so i think... I always sighed whenever i think about it and currently, it's like....im living somewhere between the earth and hell...sigh... it's so torturing... I just couldnt get my mind off that thing...what thing is that? Well, there's no point talking about it...so, i'll just leave it be...sooo disappointed 2day..

Huhahahaha!!!

It looks like Hell!!!

What is this picture about? LOL! Touching but funny stuff. This is WoW. Anyway, this is actually an online funeral of a girl who died cause played too much of WoW. Or more accurately, she died cause she played WoW continuously without sleeping. This funeral was for her...really nice....

I dont know how to put these into words cause it's damn hillarious. 

In 2005, Blizzard introduced a new area to its popular MMORPG, World of Warcraft. The boss of the area was able to cast a spell called Corrupted Blood, which was supposed to infect and cause damage to all the players nearby. Contrary to what Blizzard planned, however, the players remained infected even when they returned to their towns, contaminating pretty much everyone around them. The plague spread through the game servers and thousands of players died. Blizzard managed to create quarantine zones within the game, and shortly afterwards it introduced a 'cure' for the infection. Despite the remedies the event created a lot of buzz in online forums and community websites.

This is about a girl who got raped virtually in SecondWorld. Her character was controlled by using something called "Voodoo Doll". The case was reported and lol! the police actually tried to solve it...  =.=" LOL!!!

Ugh

I wonder when can i make another complete post...dont really feel like blogging now...sigh...prefer to blog at other blogs of mine now lol!!!

Sneak Preview for Percy Jackson: The Last Olympian

WoW!! Just got this from Rick Riodan's friendster....i think it's he's cause i registered at his website and viola! I got invited to become his friend in friendter...kinda funny though XD

OMG! I cant wait for that book!!! I too cannot wait for my Artermis Fowl: Time Paradox T_T Here's Percy Jackson's last book's sneak preview/sneak peak...

1)One of Percy's monster enemies from The Lightning Thief reappears, and the battle is on! Can you guess who?

2)Ever wonder why the Oracle is a mummy in the attic? You'll discover her secret in book five.

3)Typhon stirs in book four. What could he be like in book 5? Check

4)Percy visits his father's undersea kingdom for the first time, but he's in for a shock.

5)You'll meet Luke's mom in book five. Yikes! Maybe you'll understand Luke a little better . . .

6)The Hunters of Artemis are back! And man, is Percy gonna need their help. Last Olympian comes out May 5 for u who r asking.

7)Tyson plays an important part in book five, and he's got a new battle cry. Stay tuned to find out what.

8)Grover is back in book five, but where is he? Our favorite satyr seems to have mysteriously disappeared. What can that mean?

9)Shout out to my friends in Westport, Connecticut. Your town is an important setting in The Last Olympian.

10)Rachel and Annabeth both play important roles in the final battle. Does Percy get together with one of them? Wait and see!

11)Ever wonder why Annabeth uses a knife and not a sword? You'll find out in Last Olympian. Can you guess who gave her that knife?

12)You will find out Nico's plan to defeat Luke in book five. The question is: Will this plan cost Percy his life? Stay tuned.

OMG! I JUST GOOGLED IT ACCIDENTALLY AND I FOUND THIS!!!

Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief THE MOVIE!!!

This is the direct link of the casts and stuff like that. IT'S GONNA BE RELEASED NEXT YEAR!!! To be exact, 10^th of February 2010!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! OHHHH MYYYY GOOOOOOOOODDD!!!! YES YES YES YES YES!!! The movie stars are view full cast Logan Lerman ,Brandon T. Jackson, Alexandra Daddario, Pierce Brosnan, Uma Thurman. Sadly, i dont know who're they =.=" WHO CARES! The movie is gonna be out! It's directed by Chris Columbus under 20^th Century Fox. 5^th of May will be debut release of The Last Olympian. Hope i can buy one...

Anyway, im sure the price of the book is going to SOAR UP HIGH after the debut of the movie...better to buy some now and sell some off later XD HAHAHAHA...NO I WONT SELL!!!

Artermis Fowl The Movie too is coming up but the date is still unknown and the casts and stuff is still a mytery or such. Maybe Eoin Colfer havent got the contract with the movie makers or such...hope Artermis Fowl will be there soon...Anyway, HARRY POTTER SUCKS!!! PERCY JACKSON AND ARTERMIS FOWL IS 10 000 TIMES BETTER THAN STUPID HARRY POTTER!

Asiasoft on Smart Kids Education Fair!?!?!?!?

Seriously??? What's so educational about Maple? Smart Kids Education FAIR!??? Wow seriously big laughs i tell you. I could not resist not making a harsh reply back to asiasoft. This is what i replied in their annoucement.

Smart kids? Seriously???

Wow! Playing games makes you smarter...hmm...tell that to the parents.

Bring your friends to Smart Kids Education Fair, okay...
INTRODUCE THEM TO THE WORLD OF MAPLE?

Why not just introduce them to the world of gaming rather than maple instead. =.=" There's not much differences between asiasoft and those p*rnography companies for 'seducing' those who're interested. SUCH AN OUT OF PLACE FAIR!

Yes, like what poeinstict said, BE ASHAMED!

If those Smart Kids Education Fair is really for education, they should ban asiasoft from setting a gaming stall in the fair. If the game is related to education then its fine, but is there any calculation, language improvement related stuff inside Maple? NOPE...not at all....instead you learn l33t, vulgars, bad atitude, some bad friends and worse of all, TO STEAL MONEY FROM PARENTS AND BUY @CASH!!!

Currently, there's more negative responses in that thread rather than positive responses. What can i say, Asiasoft really is Phailsoft. That's what most of them like to say or, Maplesoft. Why? Maple is their only biggest source of income while others arent going really well. Let me see, Asiasoft (AS) hosted Cabalsea, Maple, Getamped, GrandChase, Rappelz, DarknessAndLight and Pangya where both DAL and Pangya had closed due to lack of players while GrandChase is going to join those two failures soon which is 14^th of April. It'll officially close down at that moment.

Cabal's player decreased drastically after the bot dissapeared while Getamped's community isnt big so is Rappelz's. Before that, Rappelz actually have lotsa players but had decreased badly. Why is it so? It's because the open beta of Rappelz is over quite some time ago already and there's no Cash Shop. Most players tends to spend a few extra pennies in the game they play but sadly AS didnt see through that i guess. The green bar of the server changes into dark green and eventually dark blue as time passes. Green is when there's lotsa players as light blue will be where the server can be said as, empty.

Basically, AS fail in everything. RO2 had been 'under development' plan since around October 2007 and what year it is now? 2009 right? Roughly 2 years on the account of years while 1 1/2 year by the count of months. They're slow...even those patchings are slow except Maple's patches. So, should AS really change their company name to Phailsoft??? I think so...

Anyway, here's something on a thread which those Moderators actually didnt remove and stickied the thread.

MoneySoft: Used to Defame AsiaSoft for being money-faced
Definition: AsiaSoft caring about money instead of the players.
Example Of usage: "MoneySoft noob lar! Always so money-faced and never fix the lag!"

Here's some pics made by those who wanna criticize AS or Maplesea. Kinda funny to me...






















One word to AS, PAWNED!

Google Chrome CRASHES!!!

OMG! To my delight, Chrome CRASHES!!! Wahaha! I laughed like hell when i saw this...instead of cursing for failure like what i did when Firefox or I.E crashes, i laughed! So damn funny! Why is it funny? It's because all these while, i never thought Chrome could crash! Why? It's because well, i do tab browsing and from my experiences, only one of the tab crashes and not the whole browser crash! So WAHAHAHA! First time ever...luckily i wasnt sleepy that time and took screenshot on it. One of the best moment in computer life. Google FAILS!

Anyway, yes! I stopped working and next week is the start of a new sem...good or bad? No idea... Yesterday Father talked to me about that letter i wrote last urm....sunday or something. Well, he thinks he understand what i wrote inside but sadly, many of the things he said isnt what im thinking. What the heck, i dont really wanna explain. So i just leave him and his lectures...i mean as in well, he lectured me for an hour or two yesterday but those stuff doesnt go into my mind. Because lol! He likes to self-praise himself and sigh... i am speechless. At least he got one point right...i dont really respect him. Last time, YES! Now, not really. Why?? After sooo many incidents that happened, i just get bored trying to fix our father-son relationship.